I’ve made so many mistakes this year. Some that I regret.
I’ve lost more than I’ve gained. I thought the new (school)year would bring new things, but it turns out I forgot, I’m still in the same year 2009. When it all comes together…
When I thought I was getting closer to people...
fuck this year.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Happy 2 Year official baby <3
hehe its been 2 yeasrs up and down but through it all
we smile we frown but thats okay cause i love you despite our falls!
And I know we didn't realy get to hang out today,
but dont fret casue we can make it up another day, you know
what really matters is that through these years our love's still stayed
we know we can make it through together through all this fray
Baby Girl I love you :D
hehe its been 2 yeasrs up and down but through it all
we smile we frown but thats okay cause i love you despite our falls!
And I know we didn't realy get to hang out today,
but dont fret casue we can make it up another day, you know
what really matters is that through these years our love's still stayed
we know we can make it through together through all this fray
Baby Girl I love you :D
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
Friday, August 7, 2009
Monday, August 3, 2009
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
heh so today
wentto ummm dimsum and i brought my girl some soup xD
heheh dim sum was good, then at jamba juice... SCREAMIN ORGASM LOL
xD
anyways we made pie today xD
i feel sick :/ so full of sugar nand crap right now ><
i feel so uncomfortable !
anyways at night went over to her house to watch pearl harbor, but we didnt finish it, but sitll had fun xD
wentto ummm dimsum and i brought my girl some soup xD
heheh dim sum was good, then at jamba juice... SCREAMIN ORGASM LOL
xD
anyways we made pie today xD
i feel sick :/ so full of sugar nand crap right now ><
i feel so uncomfortable !
anyways at night went over to her house to watch pearl harbor, but we didnt finish it, but sitll had fun xD
Monday, July 6, 2009
today was an awesome swim! swam around 40 laps acuse i learned my pace x] hehe matt and clara were tehre too xD damn shes prety fast! hehe
after we went to get donuts heheh i love donuts.. and i love her too! hehe
and thena yeaaahh snuck around after x] had some fun :]
lalala heheehe muah!
so thats what happened so far today
have to go to work for once later!
after we went to get donuts heheh i love donuts.. and i love her too! hehe
and thena yeaaahh snuck around after x] had some fun :]
lalala heheehe muah!
so thats what happened so far today
have to go to work for once later!
Sunday, July 5, 2009
today was just a..
you know.. a day.
practice in the monring we barely had enough people to get a boat out, but it was a good practice, will was happy, and i felt like i accomplished a lot.
after that it was just another plain ol' sunday, made me miss july 4th haha, even though it wasnt the greatest, just being out with friends and stuff is awesome.
hmm
i wanna go biking and swimming.
you know.. a day.
practice in the monring we barely had enough people to get a boat out, but it was a good practice, will was happy, and i felt like i accomplished a lot.
after that it was just another plain ol' sunday, made me miss july 4th haha, even though it wasnt the greatest, just being out with friends and stuff is awesome.
hmm
i wanna go biking and swimming.
Friday, July 3, 2009
feels like i havent seen you in forever!!! omfg i msised you so much !
heheh so today was cristinas bday thing and i think im sure that
someone called the cops on me today when we were hiding to surprise cristina cuase
when i was hiding this car drove by and stared for a bit and drove off, and 5 minutes later the cops are driving around the neighborhood LOl
well yeah beach was nice hehe hot dogs and chips and cookise and beach smell and water!
heheh glow in the dark tshirst success!
crowded as hell though :/
JULY 4TH TOMRROW WOOOOOo!!!
heheh so today was cristinas bday thing and i think im sure that
someone called the cops on me today when we were hiding to surprise cristina cuase
when i was hiding this car drove by and stared for a bit and drove off, and 5 minutes later the cops are driving around the neighborhood LOl
well yeah beach was nice hehe hot dogs and chips and cookise and beach smell and water!
heheh glow in the dark tshirst success!
crowded as hell though :/
JULY 4TH TOMRROW WOOOOOo!!!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
today is 2 years unofficial <3
its really amazing to look back at all we've gone through and still be able to say I love you with our hearts fullest content.
I love you baby always :] i wish you coulda been here but its okay :]
but our time together has been amazing, and still is, i wouldn't trade it for the world <3
seriouslythough, wow xD
its been 2 years hehe x]
>:] <3 626 987
its really amazing to look back at all we've gone through and still be able to say I love you with our hearts fullest content.
I love you baby always :] i wish you coulda been here but its okay :]
but our time together has been amazing, and still is, i wouldn't trade it for the world <3
seriouslythough, wow xD
its been 2 years hehe x]
>:] <3 626 987
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
+44 - Baby, Come on
She's a pretty girl. She's always falling down.
And I think I just fell in love with her,
But she won't ever remember, remember.
And I can always find her at the bottom of a plastic cup.
Drowning in drunk sincerity.
A sad and lonely girl.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out, Baby.
And she said,
I think we're running out of alcohol. Tonight, I hate this fucking town.
And all my best friends will be the death of me,
But they won't ever remember, remember.
So please take me far away, before I melt into the ground.
And all my words get used against me.
This sad and lonely girl.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out, Baby.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
Quit crying your eyes out.
The past is only the future with the lights on.
So quit crying your eyes out, Baby.
And I think I just fell in love with her,
But she won't ever remember, remember.
And I can always find her at the bottom of a plastic cup.
Drowning in drunk sincerity.
A sad and lonely girl.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out, Baby.
And she said,
I think we're running out of alcohol. Tonight, I hate this fucking town.
And all my best friends will be the death of me,
But they won't ever remember, remember.
So please take me far away, before I melt into the ground.
And all my words get used against me.
This sad and lonely girl.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out, Baby.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
Quit crying your eyes out.
The past is only the future with the lights on.
So quit crying your eyes out, Baby.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
sooo she left :[ 13 days!! COUNTDOWWWNN!!!1
i misssss herr already :[[[
this morning was cool hehe went to origincal pancake house :D good stuff no?! yesss :]
theeeen we walked home n stuff it was fun :] BIRTHDAY CAKE
girl i want my paancakes HAHAHAH
tonight was my gig and it was funnn :D heheh a bit nervous but its all good :D people said it was good hehe i hope they wernt lieing! my voice cracked but supposedly it didnt sound bad LOL
heheh i like to do these thigns :] smaller crowds feel better xD
i misssyouu baby <3
je t'aime !! :D
i misssss herr already :[[[
this morning was cool hehe went to origincal pancake house :D good stuff no?! yesss :]
theeeen we walked home n stuff it was fun :] BIRTHDAY CAKE
girl i want my paancakes HAHAHAH
tonight was my gig and it was funnn :D heheh a bit nervous but its all good :D people said it was good hehe i hope they wernt lieing! my voice cracked but supposedly it didnt sound bad LOL
heheh i like to do these thigns :] smaller crowds feel better xD
i misssyouu baby <3
je t'aime !! :D
Friday, June 19, 2009
today was our first like all teen bbq xD
without the help of parents heheh
thanks clara for marinatingg!!! and a decent job on cooking if i do says so myself heheh cooking was cool :D i actually enjoyed it :]
got lotsa food, so fulll :[ maaan lotsa meat heheh
the chicken wraps were innovative and good :D hehe great idea baby :]
sooo we watched sweeney todd xD screaming screaming laughing screaming LOL
then shaolin soccer heheh i love that movie xD its so randomly funny and like wtf?
i wish today didnt end :[ and that people coulda stayed longer :/ but it worked out in the end,
on cristinas balcony thing <3 that felt really special <3
without the help of parents heheh
thanks clara for marinatingg!!! and a decent job on cooking if i do says so myself heheh cooking was cool :D i actually enjoyed it :]
got lotsa food, so fulll :[ maaan lotsa meat heheh
the chicken wraps were innovative and good :D hehe great idea baby :]
sooo we watched sweeney todd xD screaming screaming laughing screaming LOL
then shaolin soccer heheh i love that movie xD its so randomly funny and like wtf?
i wish today didnt end :[ and that people coulda stayed longer :/ but it worked out in the end,
on cristinas balcony thing <3 that felt really special <3
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
maann chs idol was intense.
i feel like ive achiecved something even though we didnt win, like a new confidence,
where i'm not nervous for those kinds of things anymore.
i hope it lasts! shine on till tomoorrw
well i had fun heheh it was cool doing it with all these people, and hanging out in the back was pretty fun.
anyways. no one goes to practice anymore -__- im sad LOL
just me and chris *sigh
august is 2 montsh away guys!
i feel like ive achiecved something even though we didnt win, like a new confidence,
where i'm not nervous for those kinds of things anymore.
i hope it lasts! shine on till tomoorrw
well i had fun heheh it was cool doing it with all these people, and hanging out in the back was pretty fun.
anyways. no one goes to practice anymore -__- im sad LOL
just me and chris *sigh
august is 2 montsh away guys!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Sunday, June 7, 2009
maaan today was tiring >< lets see i wokeup at 6:30 ish and was like eff this im going back to sleep and then slept for 2 more hours yay! lalla
lotsa hw today :[
volunteering was pretty entertainging saw duncan there! he was cute LOL he was running all around the place with his balloon sword play fighting with other kids LOL.
hehe so all i did was wipe mouthpieces which was pretty gross seeing as some kids put thei rwhole mouth over it and if you looked in you could see saliva n stuff omg. -__-
i miss her so much :[
lotsa hw today :[
volunteering was pretty entertainging saw duncan there! he was cute LOL he was running all around the place with his balloon sword play fighting with other kids LOL.
hehe so all i did was wipe mouthpieces which was pretty gross seeing as some kids put thei rwhole mouth over it and if you looked in you could see saliva n stuff omg. -__-
i miss her so much :[
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Predictable.
Once people stop giving you the attention you want, from the things you "do" you look for one that will give you attention. You aren't that "great" and you certainly are no leader. most of all, you certainly aren't the best. I've been thinking about it and I guess there's an explanatio to why you act like that.
Once people stop giving you the attention you want, from the things you "do" you look for one that will give you attention. You aren't that "great" and you certainly are no leader. most of all, you certainly aren't the best. I've been thinking about it and I guess there's an explanatio to why you act like that.
Monday, June 1, 2009
TOMorow is my bday.
I am turning 17! LOL IFEEL OLD
i remember it was just yesteday i turned 15 -__- at the beach.. sigh LOL
dude i never realy coulda imagined myself turning 17 being able to buy my own rated R tickets xD
omg stupid psych teacher APS ARE EFFING OVER, WE HAVE MORE WORK NOW THAN BEFORE TESTING WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU LADY? GEEEZZ
stupid french teacher as well what will it take to let you knwo WE'RE NOT A STINKIN AP CLASS LADY, WE'RE FRENCH 3 GGEEEEEZZZ,
I am turning 17! LOL IFEEL OLD
i remember it was just yesteday i turned 15 -__- at the beach.. sigh LOL
dude i never realy coulda imagined myself turning 17 being able to buy my own rated R tickets xD
omg stupid psych teacher APS ARE EFFING OVER, WE HAVE MORE WORK NOW THAN BEFORE TESTING WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU LADY? GEEEZZ
stupid french teacher as well what will it take to let you knwo WE'RE NOT A STINKIN AP CLASS LADY, WE'RE FRENCH 3 GGEEEEEZZZ,
Saturday, May 30, 2009
TOTDAy
was an amazing day :] x] and she DEFINITELY KNOWS WHY HAHA :]
hehe woke up at like 5 this morning waited for like 6 hours for her to contact me!! heheh then yeah :] those freaking boxesr
SO UNCOMFORTABLE
im so freaking sleeepyy :[
like im gna knock out
anyitme soon :[ >< i can barely think straight right now asldfaldjfasdj
im gna miss her this summer....
was an amazing day :] x] and she DEFINITELY KNOWS WHY HAHA :]
hehe woke up at like 5 this morning waited for like 6 hours for her to contact me!! heheh then yeah :] those freaking boxesr
SO UNCOMFORTABLE
im so freaking sleeepyy :[
like im gna knock out
anyitme soon :[ >< i can barely think straight right now asldfaldjfasdj
im gna miss her this summer....
Friday, May 29, 2009
so like im home alone right now, havent had this kinda freedom in a bit LOL
well no beach practice tomrrow more sleep time x]
and getta spend mroe time with mah babayayyy :]
I GOT 780 ON 2C TEST TODAY WOOOTT xD
lallala my neck is tired x]
sleeeppyyyyyyy
lalal watching batman begins haha
i like this movie ! heheh its a reall hooker :]
well no beach practice tomrrow more sleep time x]
and getta spend mroe time with mah babayayyy :]
I GOT 780 ON 2C TEST TODAY WOOOTT xD
lallala my neck is tired x]
sleeeppyyyyyyy
lalal watching batman begins haha
i like this movie ! heheh its a reall hooker :]
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I AM SO TIRED/SLEEPY ONCE AGAIN
i want some good coffee :[ omg today was sucha long day
she was gone after 3rd and then i had to wait 2 hours for my freaking assessment test :[ that took me freaking 40 minutes -__- then
had to go do bio project which was barely productive :[
sigh i still have hw to do toooo :[
i wanna sleep haha
heheh cool though we're watching across the univeres in apush :]
patriot was a good movie x] VERY touching hehe
i think tochi was aboutta breakdown LOL
i want some good coffee :[ omg today was sucha long day
she was gone after 3rd and then i had to wait 2 hours for my freaking assessment test :[ that took me freaking 40 minutes -__- then
had to go do bio project which was barely productive :[
sigh i still have hw to do toooo :[
i wanna sleep haha
heheh cool though we're watching across the univeres in apush :]
patriot was a good movie x] VERY touching hehe
i think tochi was aboutta breakdown LOL
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
wow haha this will be my 301st post xD
so yesterdays beach practice was intense 11 minute set damnnn... ><
my arms were so damn tired and my fingers started getting numb ><
after ryan and lester came over to wait for kuantings party and yeah we just sat there haha
kuantings party was fun though :] swam ALOT LOL and fooled around alot
wish htere were more people though haha
it was still fun though hehe, havent had a swim like taht in forever xD
so now im a bit sore today but yeah
im glad theres a holiday today omg i woulda died at school today ><
so yesterdays beach practice was intense 11 minute set damnnn... ><
my arms were so damn tired and my fingers started getting numb ><
after ryan and lester came over to wait for kuantings party and yeah we just sat there haha
kuantings party was fun though :] swam ALOT LOL and fooled around alot
wish htere were more people though haha
it was still fun though hehe, havent had a swim like taht in forever xD
so now im a bit sore today but yeah
im glad theres a holiday today omg i woulda died at school today ><
Saturday, May 23, 2009
man.. so ive been trying to learn this one song and like the first time i got it
then i lose one part , then next time another part, its very unstable -__- man haha xD
today wasss sorta a long day, yet fast idk thats contradictory but idk xD
beach practice tomrrow! yessss POWER NOW.
i have the worst attention span i think when it comes to NEEDING to focus -__-. im horrible at focusing haha. maan i woke up feeling much better than i do right now ><
i dont know what i want in life anymore.
then i lose one part , then next time another part, its very unstable -__- man haha xD
today wasss sorta a long day, yet fast idk thats contradictory but idk xD
beach practice tomrrow! yessss POWER NOW.
i have the worst attention span i think when it comes to NEEDING to focus -__-. im horrible at focusing haha. maan i woke up feeling much better than i do right now ><
i dont know what i want in life anymore.
Friday, May 22, 2009
hehe otday was REALLY nice with her :]
i would totaly consider that a date except... I COULDNT PAY FOR ANYTHING :[
sigh.. and no the recession thing does not apply baby! i still needa pay or
my self esteem will plummet :[
you know... what little of it i have left...
LOL!
hehe night at themuseum two was very entertaining :D it never made mecheck the time or nothing! it was really random and fun :] and plus i got to spend quality time with mah babbayy! anddd
after we walked around sat around and ended up at heritage
it wasreallllyy nice :] like it just felt so right sitting htere holding he in my arms
watching the scenery (or whatever is at heritage LOl) singing and whispering "i love you"
i do love you baby :] thank you for a wonderful hangout! :]/ date
i would totaly consider that a date except... I COULDNT PAY FOR ANYTHING :[
sigh.. and no the recession thing does not apply baby! i still needa pay or
my self esteem will plummet :[
you know... what little of it i have left...
LOL!
hehe night at themuseum two was very entertaining :D it never made mecheck the time or nothing! it was really random and fun :] and plus i got to spend quality time with mah babbayy! anddd
after we walked around sat around and ended up at heritage
it wasreallllyy nice :] like it just felt so right sitting htere holding he in my arms
watching the scenery (or whatever is at heritage LOl) singing and whispering "i love you"
i do love you baby :] thank you for a wonderful hangout! :]/ date
Thursday, May 21, 2009
so like my tongue feels all fuzzy and tingly, not sure why but im guessing pineapple.
I licked tissue to see if it would help... i choked LOL
sooo had a nice time getting coffee with her today <3
is that considered a date? xD small one?
well im addicted to Don Ross - klimbim
sounds soopretty hehe
lalalla
summers begin LOL i dont wnaan do noshing :[
I licked tissue to see if it would help... i choked LOL
sooo had a nice time getting coffee with her today <3
is that considered a date? xD small one?
well im addicted to Don Ross - klimbim
sounds soopretty hehe
lalalla
summers begin LOL i dont wnaan do noshing :[
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
omg auditions in 2 days. scared? maybe xD
gotta memorzizeeee
anyways once again i am sleepy and i am developing junioritis like mad.
after aps, omg i dont wanna do NOTHING. :[
baby you are SO DAMN CUTE
ASLDLASDJLASDJLFAJSDLFASLDJF i love you :] sooo soososossoosoo much :D
hehe that was really cute :] you have no idea! anywaaaysss
webcam = closer :D
gotta memorzizeeee
anyways once again i am sleepy and i am developing junioritis like mad.
after aps, omg i dont wanna do NOTHING. :[
baby you are SO DAMN CUTE
ASLDLASDJLASDJLFAJSDLFASLDJF i love you :] sooo soososossoosoo much :D
hehe that was really cute :] you have no idea! anywaaaysss
webcam = closer :D
Sunday, May 17, 2009
omg practie today was killer :[
those who went on saturday were already sore and now thiS!! :[
anyways YAY SHE GOT A WEBCAM :] dont have to miss her beuatiful face so bad :]
but im still missing those hugs and EEERYTHING ELSE :[
maan im so tired and sleepy i slept and didnt wana get up at all this afternoon. edwin called me twice and i fell right back to sleep each time LOL.
hehe im the sleepyhead for once !!
gosh she looks so cute on the webcam right now
i NEEDA HOLD HER :[[[
those who went on saturday were already sore and now thiS!! :[
anyways YAY SHE GOT A WEBCAM :] dont have to miss her beuatiful face so bad :]
but im still missing those hugs and EEERYTHING ELSE :[
maan im so tired and sleepy i slept and didnt wana get up at all this afternoon. edwin called me twice and i fell right back to sleep each time LOL.
hehe im the sleepyhead for once !!
gosh she looks so cute on the webcam right now
i NEEDA HOLD HER :[[[
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Two days have passed since AP testing has been over for me and im quite delighted to say that I feel much more free than I have all this year. Quite honestly, a big weight has been lifted. Well now, I must tell that I have fallen even more madly in love with a certain beautiful princess, very charming and there is no doubt that she is the most terrific human I have met. Today, I had an alright day at school, though all I could think about was how much I wanted the day to end and get onto the weekend free of AP worries. I am watching a movie currently by the name of "Finding Neverland" and I must say it is extremely entertaining and very thoughtful. Watching this movie, I realize how much more lively many things in life would be if imagination was applied to all these aspects; I miss those random thoughts filled with adventures and seeing things that other people don't see because its all in your head. I still have them occassionally and I guess at my age it is getting embarrassing to show that one still adheres to his/her imagination so closely. I wish I could see the things I saw as a kid once again quite frankly.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
lalalala i love this girl named claraaa :]
she is the most amazing lovingest girl :]
lalala so it feels totally like a weekend once i get home LOL
i dont wanna do NOTHINGGGGGG :[
lalala aps overrrr !!!
gosh im so cooool :]
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10 9 8 7 3 5 4 1 2 :] i cant count backwards. but it doesnt matter cause i just wanted to sneak those 3 numbers in there :]
she is the most amazing lovingest girl :]
lalala so it feels totally like a weekend once i get home LOL
i dont wanna do NOTHINGGGGGG :[
lalala aps overrrr !!!
gosh im so cooool :]
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10 9 8 7 3 5 4 1 2 :] i cant count backwards. but it doesnt matter cause i just wanted to sneak those 3 numbers in there :]
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
APS ARE OVERRRRR OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OFMG
no drive to do hw anymore LOL
just wanna crash and chiillll alllll daayyyyy yooooo
LOL.
heheh today felt so nice
ditching schoooool. i might become an addict!
LOL jk jk it would be nice to ditch more though xD
wellll practice was cool tooday, things fell into place and it sounds pretty cool :]
i missses herrr !!
SATURDAY
no drive to do hw anymore LOL
just wanna crash and chiillll alllll daayyyyy yooooo
LOL.
heheh today felt so nice
ditching schoooool. i might become an addict!
LOL jk jk it would be nice to ditch more though xD
wellll practice was cool tooday, things fell into place and it sounds pretty cool :]
i missses herrr !!
SATURDAY
Monday, May 11, 2009
Friday, May 8, 2009
#1 Girlfriend Survey
Vital Stats
Full Name: Clara V****** Tran (not sure if she wants me to say middle name xD
Nick Name(s): for me? baby, stuff like that hehe CUTIE
Birthdate: Nov. 13 1992
Height/Weight:5' 3''? 10-
Where was she born?: not sure
Where does she live now?: cerritos
How far away from you does she live?: less than half a mile?
The Two of You
Where did you meet?: CMS middle school
How long have you been together?: uhhh unofficially 22 months, officially 20 months
Where was your first kiss?: heritage park under a clear night sky
What/Where was your first date?: uhh date.. we pretty much just like walked places n stuff haha x]
Family
How many brothers/sisters does she have? What are their names?: 1 Brother: Howard
What are her mom’s/dad’s names?: Dad: Eric? Mom: Ann
Do you like her family?:scary xD
Has she met your family?:NOPE
Do they like her?:dunno
Does she like them?:probably not hehe
Favorites
Favorite Colour:red
Favorite Song:aint no way
Favorite Band:chris brown, ne-yo and me of course
Favorite Candy Bar: doesnt really like candy
Favorite Ice Cream: coffee?!/lychee
Favorite Saying/Phrase:"you're lame!" jk hehe :]
Favorite Movie:hmm enchanted?
Favorite Show:used to be oth i think, now... gossip girl? secret life?
Likes/Dislikes
What does she like to do for fun?: hang out with me watch tv xD read news HAHA
What do you guys like to do for fun?: whatever flows !
Do you have a lot in common?:mmm sometimes
Favorite fruit/vegetable:hmm bananas? cucumbers?
Least favorite fruit/vegetable: oranges bitter melon
Favorite food:pizza
Least favorite food:skittles LOL
Complete Each Statement
When we’re apart:my world is empty, the world isnt right.
She makes me feel: like a bright light has just broken through a seriously cloudy day, heavenly
I’m really hoping that:we get our apartment :]
The greatest gift that she’s given me is: the greatest love and care, more than anyone has ever
The greatest gift I’ve given her is: i ahvent really given her much.. :/ bracelet!
Random Questions
Where does she want to go someday?: Africa/Cambodia/Vietnam to help
Does she make you laugh?: MOST DEFINITELY ! HIMONYM
Are you thinking of her right now?: always :]
Is she a good kisser?: oh yeaaaaah rawrrr
Do you dream about her?: not often
Does she dream about you?: probably not xD
Do you wish you could spend more time together?:yeaaah
Does she turn you on?:OH YEAH DEFINTELY
Do you guys have a “song”?:yesss
What is it?:I choose you, nice & slow
Is she a good dancer?:SHE WONT LET ME SEEE :[
Do you have pet names for each other?:pet names?
Have you celebrated a holiday together?:i wish...
Have you driven each other to the air port?:cant drive ><
Have you taken a trip together?:I REALLY WANT TOOO
Embarassing questions
Have you passed gas in front of her?:YEP
Has she passed gas in front of you?:NEVER
Do either of you burp in front of each other?:yesss very openly xD
Is that a big deal if you do?: i hope not lOL
Does she embarass you sometimes?:mmm not really?
Do you embarass her?:no?
Important Questions
Have you seen her cry?:yeaah
Has she seen you cry?:i think i tried to hide it from her
Have either of you said ‘I Love You’?:yea
Who?:both
How long ago?: almost 2 years ago
If you haven’t said it, do you want to?:always do
What’s stopping you?:nothing
Do you think you’re going to marry her?:i dont know haha, no one really knows
Do you think about marrying her?: sometimes
Do you want to marry her?: sometimes
How soon?: not soon
Can you picture having kids with her?: not sure haha
What would they look like?: if its her genes REALLY cute :]
Have you talked about marriage?: very little
Lastly…
Is it love or lust?:definitely love :]
Does she make you happy?:happier than anyone in the world :D
Really?:yesss
Is she the greatest thing since sliced bread?:DUH WAY GREATER
Do you think you will stay together?:yeah
Are you seeing her tonight?: oh i'd love to :D
Vital Stats
Full Name: Clara V****** Tran (not sure if she wants me to say middle name xD
Nick Name(s): for me? baby, stuff like that hehe CUTIE
Birthdate: Nov. 13 1992
Height/Weight:5' 3''? 10-
Where was she born?: not sure
Where does she live now?: cerritos
How far away from you does she live?: less than half a mile?
The Two of You
Where did you meet?: CMS middle school
How long have you been together?: uhhh unofficially 22 months, officially 20 months
Where was your first kiss?: heritage park under a clear night sky
What/Where was your first date?: uhh date.. we pretty much just like walked places n stuff haha x]
Family
How many brothers/sisters does she have? What are their names?: 1 Brother: Howard
What are her mom’s/dad’s names?: Dad: Eric? Mom: Ann
Do you like her family?:scary xD
Has she met your family?:NOPE
Do they like her?:dunno
Does she like them?:probably not hehe
Favorites
Favorite Colour:red
Favorite Song:aint no way
Favorite Band:chris brown, ne-yo and me of course
Favorite Candy Bar: doesnt really like candy
Favorite Ice Cream: coffee?!/lychee
Favorite Saying/Phrase:"you're lame!" jk hehe :]
Favorite Movie:hmm enchanted?
Favorite Show:used to be oth i think, now... gossip girl? secret life?
Likes/Dislikes
What does she like to do for fun?: hang out with me watch tv xD read news HAHA
What do you guys like to do for fun?: whatever flows !
Do you have a lot in common?:mmm sometimes
Favorite fruit/vegetable:hmm bananas? cucumbers?
Least favorite fruit/vegetable: oranges bitter melon
Favorite food:pizza
Least favorite food:skittles LOL
Complete Each Statement
When we’re apart:my world is empty, the world isnt right.
She makes me feel: like a bright light has just broken through a seriously cloudy day, heavenly
I’m really hoping that:we get our apartment :]
The greatest gift that she’s given me is: the greatest love and care, more than anyone has ever
The greatest gift I’ve given her is: i ahvent really given her much.. :/ bracelet!
Random Questions
Where does she want to go someday?: Africa/Cambodia/Vietnam to help
Does she make you laugh?: MOST DEFINITELY ! HIMONYM
Are you thinking of her right now?: always :]
Is she a good kisser?: oh yeaaaaah rawrrr
Do you dream about her?: not often
Does she dream about you?: probably not xD
Do you wish you could spend more time together?:yeaaah
Does she turn you on?:OH YEAH DEFINTELY
Do you guys have a “song”?:yesss
What is it?:I choose you, nice & slow
Is she a good dancer?:SHE WONT LET ME SEEE :[
Do you have pet names for each other?:pet names?
Have you celebrated a holiday together?:i wish...
Have you driven each other to the air port?:cant drive ><
Have you taken a trip together?:I REALLY WANT TOOO
Embarassing questions
Have you passed gas in front of her?:YEP
Has she passed gas in front of you?:NEVER
Do either of you burp in front of each other?:yesss very openly xD
Is that a big deal if you do?: i hope not lOL
Does she embarass you sometimes?:mmm not really?
Do you embarass her?:no?
Important Questions
Have you seen her cry?:yeaah
Has she seen you cry?:i think i tried to hide it from her
Have either of you said ‘I Love You’?:yea
Who?:both
How long ago?: almost 2 years ago
If you haven’t said it, do you want to?:always do
What’s stopping you?:nothing
Do you think you’re going to marry her?:i dont know haha, no one really knows
Do you think about marrying her?: sometimes
Do you want to marry her?: sometimes
How soon?: not soon
Can you picture having kids with her?: not sure haha
What would they look like?: if its her genes REALLY cute :]
Have you talked about marriage?: very little
Lastly…
Is it love or lust?:definitely love :]
Does she make you happy?:happier than anyone in the world :D
Really?:yesss
Is she the greatest thing since sliced bread?:DUH WAY GREATER
Do you think you will stay together?:yeah
Are you seeing her tonight?: oh i'd love to :D
this week wasnt the greatest and
yeah im guess im happy its finally over
regardless i sstill cant just sit around and do nothing yet (as much as id love to do that right now) and spend time with her
i miss the summer haha (beach, lotsa love and time with my baby :] and just the feeling of a little more freedom i guess)
im so out of it right now haha i feel like im in a 2nd world.
yeah im guess im happy its finally over
regardless i sstill cant just sit around and do nothing yet (as much as id love to do that right now) and spend time with her
i miss the summer haha (beach, lotsa love and time with my baby :] and just the feeling of a little more freedom i guess)
im so out of it right now haha i feel like im in a 2nd world.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
Sunday, May 3, 2009
POWER NOWW! DEEEP
READY UP READY UP
damn race was exciting today lotsa energy LOL
we kicked hs ass!!! and we did pretty good in mixed hehe GO DRAGONAUTS!!
man spent like hours there just doing random crap xD
it was pretty fun hehe our practice whatever little we had
i guess it payed off LOL...
i missed her so much though :[[ i wanted to squeeze her to death! not really (hug her :] ) hehehe
omg thsi week is ap week!! WHY AM I NOT FREAKING OUT LIKE I SHOULD BE :[
READY UP READY UP
damn race was exciting today lotsa energy LOL
we kicked hs ass!!! and we did pretty good in mixed hehe GO DRAGONAUTS!!
man spent like hours there just doing random crap xD
it was pretty fun hehe our practice whatever little we had
i guess it payed off LOL...
i missed her so much though :[[ i wanted to squeeze her to death! not really (hug her :] ) hehehe
omg thsi week is ap week!! WHY AM I NOT FREAKING OUT LIKE I SHOULD BE :[
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Friday, May 1, 2009
i can't wait till a break omg.
we kinda jsut got off spring break but yeah..
im so sleep deprived, stressed and tired ><
i just wanna sleep and spend time with her! my days would be perfect hehe
privat time with her hehe :]
i love you so much baby! ypou're my all :]
so like im forming bags under my eyes :[ im turning into frank!
we kinda jsut got off spring break but yeah..
im so sleep deprived, stressed and tired ><
i just wanna sleep and spend time with her! my days would be perfect hehe
privat time with her hehe :]
i love you so much baby! ypou're my all :]
so like im forming bags under my eyes :[ im turning into frank!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
workin on a songand it goes liek this
It was a beautiful morning, not a spot of rain
A Beautiful morning, bright sunny day
IT was the perfect time, perfect time to say
“That I’m leaving, going away”
She said: Please don’t go! You’re all that’s left of me
Please don’t go! You said we’d always be
He said: Please don’t cry! Your heart is where I’ll be!
Don’t worry! Just don’t forget about me
lame? probably xD
well today i went over to babys house to do a project LOL hehe
her dad was like in pajamas or somethign LOL hehe
well yeah we got most done just ogttta memorize nd crap :[ agh ! i hate you madame youre a bucking fitch!
well baby i really need to tell you that i love you! cause i just love saying it to you cause you really are my everything love :] <3
987 :DDDD
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
maaaann
those freaking imagix people. asdflsakd not gna talk about it here.
well i was happy that i got to go out with my baby n stuff after school for once :]
spent some much needed time with her! i miss her badly right now though :[[[
sooo tomrrows star testing whcih means some much needed resting time i guess haha
only 5 juniors in my class xD my teachers boring and follows rules strictly ><
man i cant stop thinking of her right now!!! this blog post is gna be like riddled with her cause shes like all thats on my mind cause i seroiusly miss her :[ yes i said it again! i wish i was there (not here) xD i just wanna spend like a whole night with her :/ sleep and everything!
those freaking imagix people. asdflsakd not gna talk about it here.
well i was happy that i got to go out with my baby n stuff after school for once :]
spent some much needed time with her! i miss her badly right now though :[[[
sooo tomrrows star testing whcih means some much needed resting time i guess haha
only 5 juniors in my class xD my teachers boring and follows rules strictly ><
man i cant stop thinking of her right now!!! this blog post is gna be like riddled with her cause shes like all thats on my mind cause i seroiusly miss her :[ yes i said it again! i wish i was there (not here) xD i just wanna spend like a whole night with her :/ sleep and everything!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
everythings been all over the place..
up and down up and down up and down. alksdjfalkdjf right?
the weeks been so damn stressful and this week doesnt prove to get any better.
i wanna get some sleep but i just cant find the damn time to get any effective rest.
i wanna get some freedom but i cant seem to really break away. i feel like im trapped in like a box.
each direction i go, right left up down i seem to hit a wall. idk why but so many things are just feeling so different. i just wanna like stop everything and get myself back together and recuperate.
up and down up and down up and down. alksdjfalkdjf right?
the weeks been so damn stressful and this week doesnt prove to get any better.
i wanna get some sleep but i just cant find the damn time to get any effective rest.
i wanna get some freedom but i cant seem to really break away. i feel like im trapped in like a box.
each direction i go, right left up down i seem to hit a wall. idk why but so many things are just feeling so different. i just wanna like stop everything and get myself back together and recuperate.
PROM 2009
was a success :]
thanks to janet and chris and baby for the morning :D
and thank you baby for being always so beautiful and cute and sexxaaayy :D
hehe took lotsa pictures! i think one of my fav is the one witht he tree and we're looking for each other x] hehe LOL at me dancing xD
more like me acting really strangely ahha x]
I LIKED MY HAIR TODAY HEHEHEHE
omg cheesecake factory huugee proportions!!! ima fatty fatty fatty!!!
cue was fun hehee and imagix was like uhh LOLcloser? closer sir, closser mam LOL
well yeah dancing was coool hehe cept we didnt freak :[ JK LOL ehehehe
freaking whole dance floor was one whole big freak circle LOl
hehe charicature was like im glad this is free HAHA :]
limo guy was cooolio hehe and the limo was realllyy nicee :D and damn i wish i could pull of a white tux. :[ im so not sexy!
her dress was so pretttty :D like
shes my princess :] CROWN HER! princess of cuteness and beuty :D
baby i love you, i reallly soo totally do :] you were amazing tonight !
im sorry it didnt end the way you and me both would like to but it was still one amazing night :]
thanks to janet and chris and baby for the morning :D
and thank you baby for being always so beautiful and cute and sexxaaayy :D
hehe took lotsa pictures! i think one of my fav is the one witht he tree and we're looking for each other x] hehe LOL at me dancing xD
more like me acting really strangely ahha x]
I LIKED MY HAIR TODAY HEHEHEHE
omg cheesecake factory huugee proportions!!! ima fatty fatty fatty!!!
cue was fun hehee and imagix was like uhh LOLcloser? closer sir, closser mam LOL
well yeah dancing was coool hehe cept we didnt freak :[ JK LOL ehehehe
freaking whole dance floor was one whole big freak circle LOl
hehe charicature was like im glad this is free HAHA :]
limo guy was cooolio hehe and the limo was realllyy nicee :D and damn i wish i could pull of a white tux. :[ im so not sexy!
her dress was so pretttty :D like
shes my princess :] CROWN HER! princess of cuteness and beuty :D
baby i love you, i reallly soo totally do :] you were amazing tonight !
im sorry it didnt end the way you and me both would like to but it was still one amazing night :]
Friday, April 24, 2009
you guys want me to get fucking better grades.
like all the shit you guys do makes my life any easier and makes my goals any easier.
and mom, seroiusly go fuck yourself. learn some common fucking sense. you're what makes humans seem like the evilest sons of bitches on the earth. if you were a politician youd be a fucking communist. i am so fucking sick of you. no matter what the fuck i do youre there to ruin everything. i havent gone through a day without you bitching and being completely irrational at me in fucking 4 years. maybe even longer. but its long enough. you are officially the definition of the word "bitch". please just fucking leave me the fuck alone. like seriously i odnt even know what the fuck is wrong with you, but there definitely is something majorly wrong. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND GET THE FUCK AWAY. youre just a big heap of fucking lies and fake shit of selfishness, of extreme bias, you are the one of the worst sinners. even some people who've murdered people fess up, but you cant even fucking admit when youre fucking being stupid irrational and fucking lieing. i am sick and tired of your fucking shit.
Dad, thank you. Seriously for being here and doing all you can for me and better yourself, but honestly i dont understand how the fuck you deal with her. or why in hell you married her.I honestly don't know why you give in to her bullshit. or why you were about to send her to taiwan but didnt.
like all the shit you guys do makes my life any easier and makes my goals any easier.
and mom, seroiusly go fuck yourself. learn some common fucking sense. you're what makes humans seem like the evilest sons of bitches on the earth. if you were a politician youd be a fucking communist. i am so fucking sick of you. no matter what the fuck i do youre there to ruin everything. i havent gone through a day without you bitching and being completely irrational at me in fucking 4 years. maybe even longer. but its long enough. you are officially the definition of the word "bitch". please just fucking leave me the fuck alone. like seriously i odnt even know what the fuck is wrong with you, but there definitely is something majorly wrong. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND GET THE FUCK AWAY. youre just a big heap of fucking lies and fake shit of selfishness, of extreme bias, you are the one of the worst sinners. even some people who've murdered people fess up, but you cant even fucking admit when youre fucking being stupid irrational and fucking lieing. i am sick and tired of your fucking shit.
Dad, thank you. Seriously for being here and doing all you can for me and better yourself, but honestly i dont understand how the fuck you deal with her. or why in hell you married her.I honestly don't know why you give in to her bullshit. or why you were about to send her to taiwan but didnt.
Your fucking failure, no-good, waste of a life son,
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
i didnt see her at all today
me=sad :[ like :''''[
hehe im so cute NOT :]
but i know who issss :D hehehehehe :] :]
so i actuallly got some work done today xD and i dont wanna do anymore :[
maaan spring breaks over asldksdfalsdfajsdf
SUMMMER NOOO APS :[adsfasdjfladjf me = sad again ! hehe
i miss you baby :[ man we need tat apartment!!!! despereatley hehehe
me=sad :[ like :''''[
hehe im so cute NOT :]
but i know who issss :D hehehehehe :] :]
so i actuallly got some work done today xD and i dont wanna do anymore :[
maaan spring breaks over asldksdfalsdfajsdf
SUMMMER NOOO APS :[adsfasdjfladjf me = sad again ! hehe
i miss you baby :[ man we need tat apartment!!!! despereatley hehehe
Friday, April 17, 2009
hey girrll :D
hehe so loike today i like
misseedd herrrrr :] and still do
i baked some cookies though hehe :D pour vous! but they seroiusly arent even close to as how sweet youare baby :] <3
sooo today i did project with audrey diana and lucia and chris couldnt come! jerk LOL jk jk
it was a bit awkward xD got some work done heh
and then kuantings party thing was kinda boring haha nothign happened except
he was flirting majorly with his prom date LOL
well yeah x]
hehe so loike today i like
misseedd herrrrr :] and still do
i baked some cookies though hehe :D pour vous! but they seroiusly arent even close to as how sweet youare baby :] <3
sooo today i did project with audrey diana and lucia and chris couldnt come! jerk LOL jk jk
it was a bit awkward xD got some work done heh
and then kuantings party thing was kinda boring haha nothign happened except
he was flirting majorly with his prom date LOL
well yeah x]
Thursday, April 16, 2009
today was fuuuunn :D
tsi was kay got a710 xD
well AFTER WE WENT TO BEACCH YEAAAUUHHHH :]
hehe we had a pretty safe driver too it went by fasstt :D
heehe the beach was awesome :D we liike ran around like mad playeed football :]
and eric brought his pretty sweet guitar and played some tuuuneess hehe tat was fun when we all sing along n stuff :]
DAIRY QUEEN LOOLL :]
omg havent had a bonfire in SO LONG! i totally smell like fire right now but w/e COOL :]
hehe sang more tunes good roasted weenies and SMORES :] hehe those were gooood :D
LOL so i did something even I think was pretty cute HAHA :] hehe
I JUST WANT YOUUUU :D
i love you baby you were so flippin cute today hehe :D thanks for making it so awesome :]
and thanks to the people who came today for making it super fun :D
tsi was kay got a710 xD
well AFTER WE WENT TO BEACCH YEAAAUUHHHH :]
hehe we had a pretty safe driver too it went by fasstt :D
heehe the beach was awesome :D we liike ran around like mad playeed football :]
and eric brought his pretty sweet guitar and played some tuuuneess hehe tat was fun when we all sing along n stuff :]
DAIRY QUEEN LOOLL :]
omg havent had a bonfire in SO LONG! i totally smell like fire right now but w/e COOL :]
hehe sang more tunes good roasted weenies and SMORES :] hehe those were gooood :D
LOL so i did something even I think was pretty cute HAHA :] hehe
I JUST WANT YOUUUU :D
i love you baby you were so flippin cute today hehe :D thanks for making it so awesome :]
and thanks to the people who came today for making it super fun :D
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
spring break just started. !
today i just sat at home and played guitar and sang n stuffs x]
loonng afternoon >< though i do miss her quite dearly :[
lalala so im getting my haircut tomrrow! finally LOL my hairs starting to bug me too x]
i know for sure its not gna be uneven this time though xD hehe
i miss spending those hours with her :[ doesnt matter ifits just walking around or at that certain place . :[
today i just sat at home and played guitar and sang n stuffs x]
loonng afternoon >< though i do miss her quite dearly :[
lalala so im getting my haircut tomrrow! finally LOL my hairs starting to bug me too x]
i know for sure its not gna be uneven this time though xD hehe
i miss spending those hours with her :[ doesnt matter ifits just walking around or at that certain place . :[
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
hehe football today was fun :]
cept i faceplanted earlier and my face got like super itchy ><
i got kncoekd down! HAHA
like omg! she touched me ! *faint (i got touched by an angel HAHA baby :] )
yay more practice tomrrow! x]
HAHA "we didnt expect ryan to show up!" LOL x]
lalala i so freaking miss her right now :[
in about 1 hour and 5 minutes ...
HAPPY 19 MONTHS BABE :] iloveyousodearlyandsomagically:D you supercutie! :]
everything <3
cept i faceplanted earlier and my face got like super itchy ><
i got kncoekd down! HAHA
like omg! she touched me ! *faint (i got touched by an angel HAHA baby :] )
yay more practice tomrrow! x]
HAHA "we didnt expect ryan to show up!" LOL x]
lalala i so freaking miss her right now :[
in about 1 hour and 5 minutes ...
HAPPY 19 MONTHS BABE :] iloveyousodearlyandsomagically:D you supercutie! :]
everything <3
Monday, April 6, 2009
so im beginning to feel closer to some people
and much more distant from others, but its not a bad thing.
and there are reasons for that. some are just easier to talk to, and will actually listen if you have something to say, and any advantages they've got, they dont take it for granted.
ive figured that for the past like 4 years, ive wanted to and did hang out with the wrong person or crowd to be nonspecific right now. but babe when you read this you'll know who im talking about haha.
shoulda started keeping distant once hs started.
sounds kinda gay but yeah.
and much more distant from others, but its not a bad thing.
and there are reasons for that. some are just easier to talk to, and will actually listen if you have something to say, and any advantages they've got, they dont take it for granted.
ive figured that for the past like 4 years, ive wanted to and did hang out with the wrong person or crowd to be nonspecific right now. but babe when you read this you'll know who im talking about haha.
shoulda started keeping distant once hs started.
sounds kinda gay but yeah.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
today i realized what it means when people say
"it's easier to lie".
but its wrong to lie, especially to that one person.
and even if coming clean and telling the truth means that
they'll see you in a different light, hate you, or things become awkward,
i guess its just something that has to happen and something that you have to let happen when telling the truth at times.
cause being honest in a relationship is like the basis, and is one of the most important things.
even if it means making sacrifices.
the end.
"it's easier to lie".
but its wrong to lie, especially to that one person.
and even if coming clean and telling the truth means that
they'll see you in a different light, hate you, or things become awkward,
i guess its just something that has to happen and something that you have to let happen when telling the truth at times.
cause being honest in a relationship is like the basis, and is one of the most important things.
even if it means making sacrifices.
the end.
hehe yesterday was cool :D jessica drove us all the way to south coast LOL
pretty smoooth ridE! xD hehe that was an adventure LOL
i gotta spend the whole day with babybooo :D lalala
CANT READ MY CANT READ MY POOOKERRR FACE.
hehe someones bored! x] lalalaalalala
im sleepy!! :[ i fell asleep in 3 periods todaaayyy.
how does someone get sooo freaking adorable?! idk BUT SHE IS. :] <3
pretty smoooth ridE! xD hehe that was an adventure LOL
i gotta spend the whole day with babybooo :D lalala
CANT READ MY CANT READ MY POOOKERRR FACE.
hehe someones bored! x] lalalaalalala
im sleepy!! :[ i fell asleep in 3 periods todaaayyy.
how does someone get sooo freaking adorable?! idk BUT SHE IS. :] <3
Sunday, March 29, 2009
:]
guess whos going to prom?! hehehe me n my everythng are!!! :D <3
man i woulda liked someone to record it xD
heheheee cutie :]
so today i went to beach pracitce it was pretty cool hehe cept i couldnt wipe the water outta my eye cause he had to keep paddlign cause freaking ryan got it in my eye!
man what a workout. races are gna kill my arms LOL
wellas you all may have noticed... I MISS HER :]
lalala ima get to pay!!! some. LOL
guess whos going to prom?! hehehe me n my everythng are!!! :D <3
man i woulda liked someone to record it xD
heheheee cutie :]
so today i went to beach pracitce it was pretty cool hehe cept i couldnt wipe the water outta my eye cause he had to keep paddlign cause freaking ryan got it in my eye!
man what a workout. races are gna kill my arms LOL
wellas you all may have noticed... I MISS HER :]
lalala ima get to pay!!! some. LOL
Friday, March 27, 2009
HAHAHAHA TOTALLY SURPRISED :]
no heart attack no asthma attack! :D hehehe omg that was awesoime :D
LOL FREAKING COREY WAS LIKE NO IM SCARED . and im jsut like DUDE LETS START OMG THIS IS TAKING FOREVER LOL WHERE IS EVERYONE?! WHERE ARE THE FLOWERS?!
hehe but it went pretty welll despite ALOT OF SCREWUPs by me :[ :[
but im glad she liked it :D AND SEH SAID YES :] :] hehehe
gosh i loveher somucchhh :D she really has no idea how much! >:]
hehe today wawsss funn/funny :]
no heart attack no asthma attack! :D hehehe omg that was awesoime :D
LOL FREAKING COREY WAS LIKE NO IM SCARED . and im jsut like DUDE LETS START OMG THIS IS TAKING FOREVER LOL WHERE IS EVERYONE?! WHERE ARE THE FLOWERS?!
hehe but it went pretty welll despite ALOT OF SCREWUPs by me :[ :[
but im glad she liked it :D AND SEH SAID YES :] :] hehehe
gosh i loveher somucchhh :D she really has no idea how much! >:]
hehe today wawsss funn/funny :]
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Happy 21 months baby girl :D I love you
I love you
I love youu sooo mucchhh :] always
through thick and thin, everything. and im always here for you baby! even on the toilet :]
hehehe
2 more months and its 2 years honey !! can you believe it?! like everything jhust went by so fast, just yesterday we were freshman! hehe but my how our love has grown hehe :]
its grown lots and still continues to grow EXPONENTIALLY!! (me=math nerd) hehehe im so funny :] I just wanted to tell you that
you mean the world to me and i really would be lost without you, your the frosting on my cupcakes! hehehe with cute sprinkles that spell out I (heart) YOU :]
I love you
I love youu sooo mucchhh :] always
through thick and thin, everything. and im always here for you baby! even on the toilet :]
hehehe
2 more months and its 2 years honey !! can you believe it?! like everything jhust went by so fast, just yesterday we were freshman! hehe but my how our love has grown hehe :]
its grown lots and still continues to grow EXPONENTIALLY!! (me=math nerd) hehehe im so funny :] I just wanted to tell you that
you mean the world to me and i really would be lost without you, your the frosting on my cupcakes! hehehe with cute sprinkles that spell out I (heart) YOU :]
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
lalala so i actually did SOME work in the afternoon today x] YAY :]
so like my feet are all dry from wearing sandals so much. it hurts -__-
lalla my butt hurts. NEEDS A MASSAGE !!!!! hehehe jk jk
im scaared but not scared of living
dont tell me im outta my leaaguee
i cant stop listening to her mix hehe
the songs are so good :] thanks again babyboo!!! :D
HAHA YOU ON FIRE
so like my feet are all dry from wearing sandals so much. it hurts -__-
lalla my butt hurts. NEEDS A MASSAGE !!!!! hehehe jk jk
im scaared but not scared of living
dont tell me im outta my leaaguee
i cant stop listening to her mix hehe
the songs are so good :] thanks again babyboo!!! :D
HAHA YOU ON FIRE
Monday, March 23, 2009
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
no idea x]
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
dont recall
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
its unique :D
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
SPAM jk idk x] roast beef!
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
noopeee
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
MOST DEFINLITELY jk. im pretty boring x]
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
YEP.
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
i think so :]
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
i likeee cookie crisp :D idk i dont relal have a fav xD
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
nope hehe
12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE OUTDOOR ACTIVITY?
walking around n stuffs wwith her :]
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
not sure hehe vanilla?
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
mmmmm face?
15. Red or Pink?
reddd.
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
fat!
stocky/short
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
my babygurrll
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
dont care
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
no shoes whtie pants
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Madcom - beggin
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
id be... like puke green
23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
baked goods LOL nice soaps, clean linen/laundry
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my mom
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
yes. love her to death :] <3
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
mmm idk hehe
27. HAIR COLOR?
Dark Brown.
28. EYE COLOR?
dark bwon
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nopee
30. FAVORITE FOOD?
mm idk hehe
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
doesnt matter x]
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
mmm not sure
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
pine greenish
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer!.
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
combination!
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
huckleberry finn
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
no mouse pad
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
i didnt watch tv yesterday
42. FAVORITE SOUND?
her sleepy voice HAHA ITS SO CUTE :] or when shes like NOOO or no no no!
dont do it! hehehehe so sosos cute socute
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
beatles, dont listen to rollikng stones
44. WHERE IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
China
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
i do not
46 WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Bellflower
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
LOLL "HIIII IS YOUR NAME JEFFREY?"
no idea x]
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
dont recall
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
its unique :D
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
SPAM jk idk x] roast beef!
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
noopeee
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
MOST DEFINLITELY jk. im pretty boring x]
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
YEP.
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
i think so :]
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
i likeee cookie crisp :D idk i dont relal have a fav xD
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
nope hehe
12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE OUTDOOR ACTIVITY?
walking around n stuffs wwith her :]
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
not sure hehe vanilla?
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
mmmmm face?
15. Red or Pink?
reddd.
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
fat!
stocky/short
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
my babygurrll
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
dont care
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
no shoes whtie pants
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Madcom - beggin
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
id be... like puke green
23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
baked goods LOL nice soaps, clean linen/laundry
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my mom
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
yes. love her to death :] <3
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
mmm idk hehe
27. HAIR COLOR?
Dark Brown.
28. EYE COLOR?
dark bwon
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nopee
30. FAVORITE FOOD?
mm idk hehe
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
doesnt matter x]
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
mmm not sure
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
pine greenish
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer!.
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
combination!
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
huckleberry finn
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
no mouse pad
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
i didnt watch tv yesterday
42. FAVORITE SOUND?
her sleepy voice HAHA ITS SO CUTE :] or when shes like NOOO or no no no!
dont do it! hehehehe so sosos cute socute
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
beatles, dont listen to rollikng stones
44. WHERE IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
China
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
i do not
46 WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Bellflower
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
LOLL "HIIII IS YOUR NAME JEFFREY?"
What color is your underwear?
blue :] i checked just nao :D
Who are you going to marry?
a girl!
Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
nooopee!
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
somtimes xD
How many piercings do you have?
ALL OVER MY SEXY BODY.
jk
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you talk to 24/7?
i coulldd :] well shes more than a friend!
Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
uhhh idk LOL wat kinda cheating?
Do you want kids?
of course!
If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
doesnt matter. but sorry cause im taken!!! and definitely in LOOOVEEEE :]
What woke you up this morning?
I HAVE NO IDEA
Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
uhhh not really LOL not sleep just maybe layed there if i recall correctly?
Who last called you baby?
my baby :D LOL HA!
When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
idk haha
How long have you been best friends with your current best friend?
uhhh whos my bestfriend?
Last thing you touched, not computer-related?
my pants to check my boxesrs XD
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
maybe depends
What color are your nails painted?
super hawtpink :] notrealyl you wish
Name something random that's to your left?
TISSUE BOX
Name something random that's to your right:
DEODORANT
Have you seen the music video for 'If I Were a Boy' by Beyonce?
nope
All the Disney shows now are crap, aren't they?
i havent watched disney shows in a while
If there was a pill that enlarged boobs and actually worked, would you spend $500 on it?
naahh ALL NATURAL HOMIEEE!! heheh x] gosh i probably sound so freakng gay right now LOL
If you found out a friend was smoking, what would you do?
eh w/e
When was the last time you had butterflies?
when she kissed me today :]
Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
school.
What do you currently hear right now?
the hum of the compooter
Who last made you laugh and why?
my baby and her crazy story at dinner LOL.
Where will you be in an hour?
at home
Who was the first person you talked to today?
my mom
Do you miss anyone?
definitely!!!
Did you ever see the movie Pearl Harbor?
i saw like 10 minutes
Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
mom and bro
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
SPRING BREAAKKK
Are you wearing jeans right now?
nopeee.
What's something you do when you're mad?
im quieter
Are you happy?
mmm i guess x]
What is the most random object around you?
guitar cables
Where is the next far off place you will travel?
dunno x]
Who was the last person or people you ate with?
my family
What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
idk water probably x]
What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
hanging out with my girlfriend ! :]
Do you like meeting new people?
sometimes
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
what time is it?
How's your heart lately?
clogged.
How do you feel about school?
sigh
What was the last movie or show you watched?
reno 911
What's bothering you?
my tailbone ?
Has today been a good day?
it was okayy
When's your birthday?
june 2nd
Have you ever woken up next to someone and were freaked out?
i dont think so x]
Are you looking forward to anything?
mm yep ;]
Do you usually have weird dreams?
nope
Do you like your bed?
eh it could be softer but its a bed and when youre tired its extra comfy :]
What color is your keyboard?
black
Who are you very disappointed in right now?
a friend
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
umm not sure i think kinda? if that bra counted LOL
How long does it take you to shower?
15-20 mintes
Is the last person you hugged older than you?
nope !
Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
yeeepp.
Last night, did you fall asleep smiling?
i dont even remember LOL
Have you lived in a big city?
noopeee
Is a best friend, boyfriend, girlfriend or ex pissing you off at the moment?
nope
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
i know she does! :] but shes probably gna be liek NOO i hate you!!
i love you too baby :]
Where did you last fall asleep other than your bed?
in class?
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
with her yes :]
What's the last thing you drank?
water !
blue :] i checked just nao :D
Who are you going to marry?
a girl!
Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
nooopee!
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
somtimes xD
How many piercings do you have?
ALL OVER MY SEXY BODY.
jk
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you talk to 24/7?
i coulldd :] well shes more than a friend!
Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
uhhh idk LOL wat kinda cheating?
Do you want kids?
of course!
If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
doesnt matter. but sorry cause im taken!!! and definitely in LOOOVEEEE :]
What woke you up this morning?
I HAVE NO IDEA
Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
uhhh not really LOL not sleep just maybe layed there if i recall correctly?
Who last called you baby?
my baby :D LOL HA!
When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
idk haha
How long have you been best friends with your current best friend?
uhhh whos my bestfriend?
Last thing you touched, not computer-
my pants to check my boxesrs XD
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
maybe depends
What color are your nails painted?
super hawtpink :] notrealyl you wish
Name something random that's to your left?
TISSUE BOX
Name something random that's to your right:
DEODORANT
Have you seen the music video for 'If I Were a Boy' by Beyonce?
nope
All the Disney shows now are crap, aren't they?
i havent watched disney shows in a while
If there was a pill that enlarged boobs and actually worked, would you spend $500 on it?
naahh ALL NATURAL HOMIEEE!! heheh x] gosh i probably sound so freakng gay right now LOL
If you found out a friend was smoking, what would you do?
eh w/e
When was the last time you had butterflies?
when she kissed me today :]
Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
school.
What do you currently hear right now?
the hum of the compooter
Who last made you laugh and why?
my baby and her crazy story at dinner LOL.
Where will you be in an hour?
at home
Who was the first person you talked to today?
my mom
Do you miss anyone?
definitely!!!
Did you ever see the movie Pearl Harbor?
i saw like 10 minutes
Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
mom and bro
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
SPRING BREAAKKK
Are you wearing jeans right now?
nopeee.
What's something you do when you're mad?
im quieter
Are you happy?
mmm i guess x]
What is the most random object around you?
guitar cables
Where is the next far off place you will travel?
dunno x]
Who was the last person or people you ate with?
my family
What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
idk water probably x]
What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
hanging out with my girlfriend ! :]
Do you like meeting new people?
sometimes
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
what time is it?
How's your heart lately?
clogged.
How do you feel about school?
sigh
What was the last movie or show you watched?
reno 911
What's bothering you?
my tailbone ?
Has today been a good day?
it was okayy
When's your birthday?
june 2nd
Have you ever woken up next to someone and were freaked out?
i dont think so x]
Are you looking forward to anything?
mm yep ;]
Do you usually have weird dreams?
nope
Do you like your bed?
eh it could be softer but its a bed and when youre tired its extra comfy :]
What color is your keyboard?
black
Who are you very disappointed in right now?
a friend
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
umm not sure i think kinda? if that bra counted LOL
How long does it take you to shower?
15-20 mintes
Is the last person you hugged older than you?
nope !
Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
yeeepp.
Last night, did you fall asleep smiling?
i dont even remember LOL
Have you lived in a big city?
noopeee
Is a best friend, boyfriend, girlfriend or ex pissing you off at the moment?
nope
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
i know she does! :] but shes probably gna be liek NOO i hate you!!
i love you too baby :]
Where did you last fall asleep other than your bed?
in class?
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
with her yes :]
What's the last thing you drank?
water !
blog update #1230913
thats not the real number i just felt like putting that there LOL hehe im so funny x]
jk jk
welllll IM TIREEEDDD :[
lalala did you knoww?!
THAT I MISS HER SO MUCH!? well, cause i do :]
so like my sister went on a cruise today
i wanna go on another cruiisee! and take my baby wif me :]and relax and all tat good stuffs!
man my voiicee i cant sing properly cause im kinda sicckk :[
i was trying to today but it just couldnt get the full of it :[
you're a showw stoppperrr
jk jk
welllll IM TIREEEDDD :[
lalala did you knoww?!
THAT I MISS HER SO MUCH!? well, cause i do :]
so like my sister went on a cruise today
i wanna go on another cruiisee! and take my baby wif me :]and relax and all tat good stuffs!
man my voiicee i cant sing properly cause im kinda sicckk :[
i was trying to today but it just couldnt get the full of it :[
you're a showw stoppperrr
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
good looks
a drivers license
great smile
all the thing that she would like to see in a guy
Name Four Scents You Love:
Her (stalkerish much) LOL
my soap
clean linen
rain
Name Four Things You Did Today:
eat, read, sleep, play guitar
What is your current relationship status?
taken and luvvinn it!
What is your sexual orientation?
straight DUH :]
What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life?
pretty much anything but drugs and sex
What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
nice body, cute smile, cute! actually
why dont you just look at my gf :]
What kind of fashion-sense attracts you?
LOl i ahve no idea x]
What kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate?
well i dont like those straight line bangs LOL
What traits turn you off?
uhh, drug dependence, being stuck up that kinda stuff
If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
in one!!
What are the positive points about being single?
all i know right now if i was single, id just be missing her really bad.
What are the negative points about being single?
being alone nd stuff thinking about everything
Do you miss your last sweetie?
what last sweetie?
Do you think it’s better to look for love or let it find you?
idk heh xD i think that even if you look for love itll still find you instead
Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad?
if you love spending time with each other then go for it! i love spending time with her :] always :D
When involved with a person, do you try to think about the here and now or do you often think of the future?
uhh idk? most of the time im just plain thinking of her
Do you have a crush right now? Do they know?
nope
What’s the longest period of time you’ve ever had a crush?
like a year or more
Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush?
YEP June 26, 07 :] <3
Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
not really
Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
noopeee
How big of an issue to you is your mate’s ethnicity?
nothing realy
In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you?
tres bon!
What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
pretty much everything seh does LOl cause its all cute :D :D
What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
mmm eyes? face? idk hehe
What’s the first thing you look at when you look at someone you’re attracted to?
her boobs. HAHAHA JK JK
face?
Do you believe in love?
very much so! :D
Do you believe in love at first sight?
noooo
How do you feel about marriage?
in the future
Do you plan on having children someday?
yesss
Have you ever had your heart broken?
mm i dont think so, like not really
Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt?
kinda
Do you believe there’s hope for people after they get back together or do you think the same problems that caused the initial break up will resurface?
i think there's hope, as long as the feelings are strong.
good looks
a drivers license
great smile
all the thing that she would like to see in a guy
Name Four Scents You Love:
Her (stalkerish much) LOL
my soap
clean linen
rain
Name Four Things You Did Today:
eat, read, sleep, play guitar
What is your current relationship status?
taken and luvvinn it!
What is your sexual orientation?
straight DUH :]
What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life?
pretty much anything but drugs and sex
What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
nice body, cute smile, cute! actually
why dont you just look at my gf :]
What kind of fashion-sense attracts you?
LOl i ahve no idea x]
What kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate?
well i dont like those straight line bangs LOL
What traits turn you off?
uhh, drug dependence, being stuck up that kinda stuff
If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
in one!!
What are the positive points about being single?
all i know right now if i was single, id just be missing her really bad.
What are the negative points about being single?
being alone nd stuff thinking about everything
Do you miss your last sweetie?
what last sweetie?
Do you think it’s better to look for love or let it find you?
idk heh xD i think that even if you look for love itll still find you instead
Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad?
if you love spending time with each other then go for it! i love spending time with her :] always :D
When involved with a person, do you try to think about the here and now or do you often think of the future?
uhh idk? most of the time im just plain thinking of her
Do you have a crush right now? Do they know?
nope
What’s the longest period of time you’ve ever had a crush?
like a year or more
Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush?
YEP June 26, 07 :] <3
Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
not really
Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
noopeee
How big of an issue to you is your mate’s ethnicity?
nothing realy
In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you?
tres bon!
What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
pretty much everything seh does LOl cause its all cute :D :D
What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
mmm eyes? face? idk hehe
What’s the first thing you look at when you look at someone you’re attracted to?
her boobs. HAHAHA JK JK
face?
Do you believe in love?
very much so! :D
Do you believe in love at first sight?
noooo
How do you feel about marriage?
in the future
Do you plan on having children someday?
yesss
Have you ever had your heart broken?
mm i dont think so, like not really
Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt?
kinda
Do you believe there’s hope for people after they get back together or do you think the same problems that caused the initial break up will resurface?
i think there's hope, as long as the feelings are strong.
today was so... idk...
things just felt outta place...
and like this morning, it was like the first time where i woke up
and i felt this emptiness. like when i woke up i just kept wanting her to be there sleeping next to me, or wake up next to her smiling face you know?
like idk how to explain this feeling
things just felt outta place...
and like this morning, it was like the first time where i woke up
and i felt this emptiness. like when i woke up i just kept wanting her to be there sleeping next to me, or wake up next to her smiling face you know?
like idk how to explain this feeling
Saturday, March 21, 2009
wooshshhshs
i wish i had the talent to write a musical LOL
thatd be pretty awesome x] likee in the middle of classes get people to participate and plan it out
so a musical just starts outta nowhere LOL
wellyeah
today was once again super special :]
i feel EVEN CLOSER than last week :D and the week before!
like how could anyone get EVEN CLOSER! well i say taht all the time but seriously WE KEEP GETTING CLOSER! hehe i love you baby :] you is my everyfing :D hehehe
CHAIRS.
i wish i had the talent to write a musical LOL
thatd be pretty awesome x] likee in the middle of classes get people to participate and plan it out
so a musical just starts outta nowhere LOL
wellyeah
today was once again super special :]
i feel EVEN CLOSER than last week :D and the week before!
like how could anyone get EVEN CLOSER! well i say taht all the time but seriously WE KEEP GETTING CLOSER! hehe i love you baby :] you is my everyfing :D hehehe
CHAIRS.
Friday, March 20, 2009
i am on ze floor updating parce que my tummy hurts >< its like grumbling like mad like
not hungry.
i wish i coulda seen their "wimpy" x] or coulda helped them on it! even though the additoin of moi probably wouldnta been much but just soo omuch more fun! HAHA jk jk x] im pretty lame.
so like... today at the park.... LOL
hehhee. :] and then in jessica's car too LOL
CHAIRS CHAIRS CHAIRS TABLES LEAVES TREE. LOL
just cause its so easy for me HAHA. x]
dayum she's amazing HAHA. shes got a power over me! xD in a way LOL
(psst, im not "chair cHIARS CHAIRS" right now )
i lloove you baby :]
not hungry.
i wish i coulda seen their "wimpy" x] or coulda helped them on it! even though the additoin of moi probably wouldnta been much but just soo omuch more fun! HAHA jk jk x] im pretty lame.
so like... today at the park.... LOL
hehhee. :] and then in jessica's car too LOL
CHAIRS CHAIRS CHAIRS TABLES LEAVES TREE. LOL
just cause its so easy for me HAHA. x]
dayum she's amazing HAHA. shes got a power over me! xD in a way LOL
(psst, im not "chair cHIARS CHAIRS" right now )
i lloove you baby :]
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
so like i have a problem with my butt/tailbone area. frekaing pops and hurts when i tighten my ass i guess.
man im so tired >< i havent really slept in a while. idk why i just cant sleep long on weekends either.
im listening to Mae right now and holy crap it reminds me of summer too -__-
i need a doctor ><
looks like im not sleeping much again tonight :/
man im so tired >< i havent really slept in a while. idk why i just cant sleep long on weekends either.
im listening to Mae right now and holy crap it reminds me of summer too -__-
i need a doctor ><
looks like im not sleeping much again tonight :/
Monday, March 16, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Are you afraid of losing the person you like right now?
very afraid :/
What's one thing you do when you're mad?
sit there. thinking.
How's your mood?
tired, exhuasted, frustrated at certain things.
When's the next time you'll see your closest friend?
uhhh tomrrow i guess.
Who is on your mind?
the only girl that would be! baby :]
Have you learned any lessons in life?
who hasn?
Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
uhh i guess
Where did you get the pants you're wearing?
kohls sucka!
When was the last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
whenever she gives me kisses and hugs :] whenever she makes me smile :D
Where were you last night?
at home.
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
definitely.
Have you lost a best friend in the past year?
uhhh
Is there something you're looking forward to this month?
this month?
not htat i can think of
What are you doing right now?
sitting
Who is the first person you think of when someone asks you who you like?
well first, i think, "PFFT, like?! I LOVE HER (baby) :]
Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?
nop
Confused about anything?
eh
What's one thing you remember about kindergarten?
teh playground
Where do you want to go vacation-wise?
europe
Do you prefer to call or text someone?
call
Do you know someone who likes you?
not likee!
Do you have a secret that you aren't telling anyone?
nope, my biggest secret was - blank only she knows lOL
What is one of the meanest things you have done to someone?
not sure
Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
yep :] starts with a C ends with an A (everything)
Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
i think.
Do people ever think you're older/younger than you actually are?
not sure
Do you think boys truly understand girls?
nope
Is there someone you'd wait forever for?
i think so
Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
i tend to
Is it easy to make you smile?
most of the time.
Are you starting to realize anything?
yeah
One thing you're looking forward to?
spring break
Did you cry at all today?
nope.
Have your friends ever randomly stopped by your house?
nope never.
Do you like water parks?
yeah
If you could have something right now, what would it be?
time with her, like limitless time, alone with her :]
If you're being extremely quiet what does it mean?
i am tired, sleepy, frustrated
Does anyone call you babe/baby?
yes xD
Would you ever get a tattoo?
possibly
If you could cuddle with anyone right now, who would you pick?
987
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
uhhhhhh wtf time is it
When was the last time you and an opposite sex hugged?
todai
Do you have a best friend to lean on?
eh
Who will you be with Saturday night?
no one at the moment
Which is better sunrise or sunset?
sunrise, its more rare
Tell me what's on your mind:
something just got in my eye LOL
Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
YEP.
very afraid :/
What's one thing you do when you're mad?
sit there. thinking.
How's your mood?
tired, exhuasted, frustrated at certain things.
When's the next time you'll see your closest friend?
uhhh tomrrow i guess.
Who is on your mind?
the only girl that would be! baby :]
Have you learned any lessons in life?
who hasn?
Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
uhh i guess
Where did you get the pants you're wearing?
kohls sucka!
When was the last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
whenever she gives me kisses and hugs :] whenever she makes me smile :D
Where were you last night?
at home.
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
definitely.
Have you lost a best friend in the past year?
uhhh
Is there something you're looking forward to this month?
this month?
not htat i can think of
What are you doing right now?
sitting
Who is the first person you think of when someone asks you who you like?
well first, i think, "PFFT, like?! I LOVE HER (baby) :]
Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?
nop
Confused about anything?
eh
What's one thing you remember about kindergarten?
teh playground
Where do you want to go vacation-wise?
europe
Do you prefer to call or text someone?
call
Do you know someone who likes you?
not likee!
Do you have a secret that you aren't telling anyone?
nope, my biggest secret was - blank only she knows lOL
What is one of the meanest things you have done to someone?
not sure
Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
yep :] starts with a C ends with an A (everything)
Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
i think.
Do people ever think you're older/younger than you actually are?
not sure
Do you think boys truly understand girls?
nope
Is there someone you'd wait forever for?
i think so
Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
i tend to
Is it easy to make you smile?
most of the time.
Are you starting to realize anything?
yeah
One thing you're looking forward to?
spring break
Did you cry at all today?
nope.
Have your friends ever randomly stopped by your house?
nope never.
Do you like water parks?
yeah
If you could have something right now, what would it be?
time with her, like limitless time, alone with her :]
If you're being extremely quiet what does it mean?
i am tired, sleepy, frustrated
Does anyone call you babe/baby?
yes xD
Would you ever get a tattoo?
possibly
If you could cuddle with anyone right now, who would you pick?
987
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
uhhhhhh wtf time is it
When was the last time you and an opposite sex hugged?
todai
Do you have a best friend to lean on?
eh
Who will you be with Saturday night?
no one at the moment
Which is better sunrise or sunset?
sunrise, its more rare
Tell me what's on your mind:
something just got in my eye LOL
Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
YEP.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Three Names I go by
1. Jeffrey
2. Jeff
3. Fatty, fatass, stuff she calls me by x]
Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. none
2.
3.
Three Places I have lived
1. Cerritos
2. Taipei
3. n/a
Three TV Shows that I watch
1. Scrubs
2. Bizarre Foods with Andrew Zimmerman
3. Morning news?
Three places I have visited
1. Taiwan
2. Japan
3. China
People who e-mail me regularly
1. college board
2. random colleges
3. key club
Three of my favorite foods
1. fries?
2. pizza
3. ice cream!
Things I am looking forward to
1. time with her!
2. time w/o my mom
3. driving
1. Jeffrey
2. Jeff
3. Fatty, fatass, stuff she calls me by x]
Three Jobs I have had in my life
1. none
2.
3.
Three Places I have lived
1. Cerritos
2. Taipei
3. n/a
Three TV Shows that I watch
1. Scrubs
2. Bizarre Foods with Andrew Zimmerman
3. Morning news?
Three places I have visited
1. Taiwan
2. Japan
3. China
People who e-mail me regularly
1. college board
2. random colleges
3. key club
Three of my favorite foods
1. fries?
2. pizza
3. ice cream!
Things I am looking forward to
1. time with her!
2. time w/o my mom
3. driving
heheh today i went tricking with hok
and we played monkey seemonkey do/horse x]
and yeah he almost beat me LOL i think i got pretty lucky xD
daylight savings is awesmoe LOL at 6 there was still light out :]
soo our band hasnt practiced for a bit >< no ones contacted me heh
we needa soon though ><
i missed her lots today :[ didnt get to see her one bit! :[[[
ima go cry now LASJLDFJLASDJ
LOL idk im feeling pretty random right now heheheh and wth idk lol
cake.
good day chap.
and we played monkey seemonkey do/horse x]
and yeah he almost beat me LOL i think i got pretty lucky xD
daylight savings is awesmoe LOL at 6 there was still light out :]
soo our band hasnt practiced for a bit >< no ones contacted me heh
we needa soon though ><
i missed her lots today :[ didnt get to see her one bit! :[[[
ima go cry now LASJLDFJLASDJ
LOL idk im feeling pretty random right now heheheh and wth idk lol
cake.
good day chap.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
im so tired of school. omg.
im so tired -__-. lol he has a mole x] sleeepyyy
this ginseng stuff better work LOL.
so like
i miss her :[ alot alot :[ its only been a few hours too
whereee iss my babbyy :[
idk why i choose to sleep so late even though sleeping earlier feels much better ><
man, i hate homework.
surfs up! :]
iwannagotothe beach :/
im so tired -__-. lol he has a mole x] sleeepyyy
this ginseng stuff better work LOL.
so like
i miss her :[ alot alot :[ its only been a few hours too
whereee iss my babbyy :[
idk why i choose to sleep so late even though sleeping earlier feels much better ><
man, i hate homework.
surfs up! :]
iwannagotothe beach :/
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Sunday, March 1, 2009
idk its just always something about this one particular day of the week.
most of the time its really empty and lonely.
theres nothing to keep me occupied
minutes go by like hours. ugh.
always end up irritated or some other low feeling.
and i guess i did learn some things from appsych.
it gives me answers to some things going on in my head.
why am i so
stupid
stupid. stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
most of the time its really empty and lonely.
theres nothing to keep me occupied
minutes go by like hours. ugh.
always end up irritated or some other low feeling.
and i guess i did learn some things from appsych.
it gives me answers to some things going on in my head.
why am i so
stupid
stupid. stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
Friday, February 27, 2009
so like todays assembly was so retarded. MULTICULTURAL. YEP DIFFERENT ACCENTS MEANS MULTICULTURAL. so useless -_-
LOL omg math2c mostly korean fobs. time to pick up some korean? LOL x]
so like i suck at math HAHA
well today was sooo tiring LOL whos great idea was it to walk back? mine :[ sorrry babyy!
at least we got some food xD AND NEXT TIME IM BUYING SHE PROMISED !heheeheh
man i miss her :/
ive been so tired this weeek ><
LOL omg math2c mostly korean fobs. time to pick up some korean? LOL x]
so like i suck at math HAHA
well today was sooo tiring LOL whos great idea was it to walk back? mine :[ sorrry babyy!
at least we got some food xD AND NEXT TIME IM BUYING SHE PROMISED !heheeheh
man i miss her :/
ive been so tired this weeek ><
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
GAHHH SO CLOSE TO DRIVING
well today was blehhh
sat at home all day cause i thought it was gna rain -__-
well the song is coming along i kinda got a melody to it
still need lyrics though xD
dinner with family was embarrasing again ...
man i wish i didnt have to go out with them so much. its so weird... and i hate being with my mom she always does something like wtf
FEEL BETTER BABY! :]
kisses tomrrow nd hugs :D nd love !
well today was blehhh
sat at home all day cause i thought it was gna rain -__-
well the song is coming along i kinda got a melody to it
still need lyrics though xD
dinner with family was embarrasing again ...
man i wish i didnt have to go out with them so much. its so weird... and i hate being with my mom she always does something like wtf
FEEL BETTER BABY! :]
kisses tomrrow nd hugs :D nd love !
Saturday, February 21, 2009
heheh so jrs bday was pretty fun, its been a while since ive hung out with allla them it was nice xD
well BEFORE THAT
HELLO KITTY WATCHES ANYONE?! LIKE OMG~ and as of today i foudn i can fit those THINGS LOL
well yeah i totally needa cut my hair its so disgusting like i cant do anything with it LOL.
hehe today idk i enjoyed just sitting there with her, it felt nice :]
like even though we did absolutely NOTHING it was still really nice and it felt so right and good just being with her :]
working on a song!
so its like nearing the end of february ALREADY OMG
-__-
1 more month pretty much. driving test!
well BEFORE THAT
HELLO KITTY WATCHES ANYONE?! LIKE OMG~ and as of today i foudn i can fit those THINGS LOL
well yeah i totally needa cut my hair its so disgusting like i cant do anything with it LOL.
hehe today idk i enjoyed just sitting there with her, it felt nice :]
like even though we did absolutely NOTHING it was still really nice and it felt so right and good just being with her :]
working on a song!
so its like nearing the end of february ALREADY OMG
-__-
1 more month pretty much. driving test!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Saturday, February 14, 2009
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :]
yesterday went well heheh
i got everything to her on time :D
and she liked it!!!! :] YAY ehehe
i really enjoyed gettingher stuff
if only shed let me do it more LOL
well yeah yesterday was fun :] ehhe
my love is like DOUBLING TRIPLING QUADRUPLING EVERYDAY for her <3
i can feel it :] feel better baby! muah ! :] on your tummy :D
yesterday went well heheh
i got everything to her on time :D
and she liked it!!!! :] YAY ehehe
i really enjoyed gettingher stuff
if only shed let me do it more LOL
well yeah yesterday was fun :] ehhe
my love is like DOUBLING TRIPLING QUADRUPLING EVERYDAY for her <3
i can feel it :] feel better baby! muah ! :] on your tummy :D
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
overtime,
my love for you has always and only grown stronger baby,
i feel its become a kind of unconditional love where
i'd love you no matter what,
no matter what happens,
always.
and its so strong and so much that
i really dont know where i'd be without you and what i'd do if i lost you
baby you are my all.
i love you with all my heart :]
you mean everything to me <3
9 8 7
Monday, February 9, 2009
otday was
LOL
walk outside STARTS POURING...LOL
so i had to pick her up kinda and we walked to gonzalves park and OMG OMG I WENT INTO A GIRLS RESTROOM AHHH!hehehe
that was funny xD
we got so cold and our feet were like SUPER soaked
so after i had to wait a bit for her dad to leave LOL
pretty cool HAHA
then :]
amazingness happened :D
i feel so very close to her like
ididntevenknowsomeonecouldbesoclose close :D
i love you so much baby :D
more more:]
Sunday, February 8, 2009
BIG BEAR.
was alright
snowbaording was pretty cool but not as fun as i expected from what my brother told me heheh
i fell like 10-15 TIMES EACH TIME IWENT DOWN
OMFG MY ASS HURTS LIUKE ALDSJFALDJASLDJF
i suck at snowbaording
lalala so like i REALLY REALLY MISSED HER SO MUCH
heheh buncha church people then
today my btrothr started talking about how the kids are being brainwashed with all the religious stuff O_O
well the trip was alright haha didnt get too good sleep tehre xD sleeping bags on bunk beds heheh
THOSE BUNK BEDS ARE NOTHING COMPARED TO YOURS BABE HAHAHA
:]
hAPPY 17 MONTHS BABYYY :]
i love you always :D
987 <3>
*muah via blog HAHA ;]
Friday, February 6, 2009
my heart feels as if its clogging,
slowing down...
while im sitting here confused as ever...
only wishing that i could change things...
alsdjfajeojwaslaj
i hate myself.
i hate my mom.
i hate how i can't do anything.
im starting to hate my life.
and i swore to myself id never say those words "i hate my life" with any truth in them..but...
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Monday, February 2, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
maan not that many people went to play footballl :[
i dont wanna organize no more -__-
we just played a little football but it got lame fast cause so few people
so we played a little handball, then basketball but yeah it was pretty boring ><
i really reallly reallly misseeedd herrrr :[
i want/need
that underground tunnel
drivers license
:D
i dont wanna organize no more -__-
we just played a little football but it got lame fast cause so few people
so we played a little handball, then basketball but yeah it was pretty boring ><
i really reallly reallly misseeedd herrrr :[
i want/need
that underground tunnel
drivers license
:D
Friday, January 30, 2009
well today
WAS PRETTY AWESOME :]
i hung out with her like AALLLL day :D
we spent like 3-4 hours at her house alone LOL which pretty much felt like 1 hour xD (ahem)
LOL wafflesssss and peanuts xD hehe
spin spin spin heheh ride of your life today! LOL
i didnt know i had all that energy in me HAHAHA i bet she loveed it !
and then at night we just walked around and ate ice cream :]
pretty romantic day eh babe? hehe
WAS PRETTY AWESOME :]
i hung out with her like AALLLL day :D
we spent like 3-4 hours at her house alone LOL which pretty much felt like 1 hour xD (ahem)
LOL wafflesssss and peanuts xD hehe
spin spin spin heheh ride of your life today! LOL
i didnt know i had all that energy in me HAHAHA i bet she loveed it !
and then at night we just walked around and ate ice cream :]
pretty romantic day eh babe? hehe
Thursday, January 29, 2009
so like today
i almost took off a chunk of my tongue, buuttt only scratched it thankfully.
OMFG. so scary >< EVERYTHING SLLOOOWEEEDDD DOWWWWNNN.
and now i feel so disoriented and outta place O_o
i was typing to clara and i had trouble finding some letters ><
OMFG FINALS WEEK IS OVER i feel relieved LOl
time to idk LOl
today was awesome with her :D
KINDA a date hmph :[
park was so nice :D
SLEEPYHEAD! :]
i almost took off a chunk of my tongue, buuttt only scratched it thankfully.
OMFG. so scary >< EVERYTHING SLLOOOWEEEDDD DOWWWWNNN.
and now i feel so disoriented and outta place O_o
i was typing to clara and i had trouble finding some letters ><
OMFG FINALS WEEK IS OVER i feel relieved LOl
time to idk LOl
today was awesome with her :D
KINDA a date hmph :[
park was so nice :D
SLEEPYHEAD! :]
Sunday, January 25, 2009
sooooooooooooooo
yesterday was ze SAT and omfg
nervous! >< im so scared im so scared to see my graddeeee
i dont wanna study for it anymore ><
break 2000! or bust! xD
and then people came over for chinese new year and yeah hehheh
a lil bit of bbq meat and some salad nd corn soup and some cousins n stuffs yeah xD
havent opened my red envelopes yet !
cant till tomrrow xD er yeah i can i usually forget and dont open them till a month later xD
lalala
saw her when me n chris were playing football and i was just like WHOA o_O SURPRISE!
shes freaking cute heheheh
especially when shes hyper too xD
yesterday was ze SAT and omfg
nervous! >< im so scared im so scared to see my graddeeee
i dont wanna study for it anymore ><
break 2000! or bust! xD
and then people came over for chinese new year and yeah hehheh
a lil bit of bbq meat and some salad nd corn soup and some cousins n stuffs yeah xD
havent opened my red envelopes yet !
cant till tomrrow xD er yeah i can i usually forget and dont open them till a month later xD
lalala
saw her when me n chris were playing football and i was just like WHOA o_O SURPRISE!
shes freaking cute heheheh
especially when shes hyper too xD
Friday, January 23, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
16 Things about Me
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you're supposed to write a blog with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged and pass it on!
1. Sometimes when i'm bored, I grab my airsoft rifle and patrol around the house.
2. I wish I had a different voice when I sing.
3. I almost ALWAYS hold in my farts during school, only exception is when I really have to let it out and go to the bathroom.
4. I tend to have very realistic dreams now. So real sometimes I have to make sure it was a dream.
5. I always think, and think like everything about my girlfriend is cute.
6. When no ones home I always take the chance to yell songs loud as i can.
7. I have unusual earwax. It comes fast and in big amounts. ><
8. I really wish I could fly like indiviidually, though flying a plane would be nice too.
9. I really really suck at videogames. I pretty much give up.
10. One summer day I just wanna spend the entire day driving, like across the country or like somewhere far. Road trippish.
11. Although I am open to change and willing to, it takes me a while to actually show results sometimes.
12. I do make wishes, lots.
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you're supposed to write a blog with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged and pass it on!
1. Sometimes when i'm bored, I grab my airsoft rifle and patrol around the house.
2. I wish I had a different voice when I sing.
3. I almost ALWAYS hold in my farts during school, only exception is when I really have to let it out and go to the bathroom.
4. I tend to have very realistic dreams now. So real sometimes I have to make sure it was a dream.
5. I always think, and think like everything about my girlfriend is cute.
6. When no ones home I always take the chance to yell songs loud as i can.
7. I have unusual earwax. It comes fast and in big amounts. ><
8. I really wish I could fly like indiviidually, though flying a plane would be nice too.
9. I really really suck at videogames. I pretty much give up.
10. One summer day I just wanna spend the entire day driving, like across the country or like somewhere far. Road trippish.
11. Although I am open to change and willing to, it takes me a while to actually show results sometimes.
12. I do make wishes, lots.
Monday, January 19, 2009
LOOOOLLLLL
thats the first thing i have to say about today HAHAHA
so like me n her hung out today for like 4 hours and like a half! hehe all spent a park HAHA
sooo funnnyy heheheh lotsa stuff happened LOL
first of all we got caught! CAUGHT I TELL YOU LOL EMBARRASSING
theeenn the water LOL almost spit it out on me! ey now!
where am i? HAHAHHA
someone fell asleep on me today hehe
omfg today aws really fun heheh :D
havent spent time like taht in a LOONGG time!
thats the first thing i have to say about today HAHAHA
so like me n her hung out today for like 4 hours and like a half! hehe all spent a park HAHA
sooo funnnyy heheheh lotsa stuff happened LOL
first of all we got caught! CAUGHT I TELL YOU LOL EMBARRASSING
theeenn the water LOL almost spit it out on me! ey now!
where am i? HAHAHHA
someone fell asleep on me today hehe
omfg today aws really fun heheh :D
havent spent time like taht in a LOONGG time!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
idk... i dont even
not see her for a full 24 hours, but
once im away from her i just start missing her like mad ><
like anytime im not with her :/
and its not jsut like im saying it.. but its like i really do you know?
like i jsut start thinking about her and like my heart just gets all heavy and feels all depleted, flat?
its hard to explain haha
like when she was in seattle... haha...
i guess it was kinda hard ><
not see her for a full 24 hours, but
once im away from her i just start missing her like mad ><
like anytime im not with her :/
and its not jsut like im saying it.. but its like i really do you know?
like i jsut start thinking about her and like my heart just gets all heavy and feels all depleted, flat?
its hard to explain haha
like when she was in seattle... haha...
i guess it was kinda hard ><
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Are you cheating on someone right now?
Nope
Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?
how long is lately?
Would you ever get a tattoo?
maybe
What's your mood?
eh
Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
jr
What are the chances you're pregnant?
0 hopefully
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
yeah
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
yeah. and im living true to that.
What was the last thing you cried about?
my uncle
Day been rough?
up and down.
Do you dye your hair?
Nope
How do you feel about tattoos & piercings?
i dont really like piercings on guys.
or anyones piercings in WEIRD places.
Have you ever played Spin The Bottle?
no
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
yeah
Have you ever slept with one of your co- workers?
nope
Plans for your next birthday?
nothing so far
Tell me about the shirt you' re wearing?
costco.
Do you plan on going to college?
Yeah
Someone leaves a note and flowers on your car, cute or tacky?
cute. flowers? for me? ?!!? AWWW YOU SHOULDNT HAVE!!
xD this question is totally directed at girls
Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
yeah.
What color are your eyes?
Dark brown
If you had the chance, would you move to another country?
eh cant think of a country.
What are you looking forward to?
um idk friday i guess
If you were asked to be on a reality tv show, would you?
most likely
Do you like Quiznos?
sure
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
not really. not for long anyway
Do you wave when you see people you know?
not much
Last two people to text you?
jay
Can you braid hair?
nope
Who are you disappointed in right now?
idk. no one really.
Do you have trust issues?
im not sure
What does your 7th text message say?
its a text saved from awhile ago. i save all the cute texts she sends me.
"just wanted to tell you that i miss hearing your voice and everythiing about you :) hehe I can't stop thinking about you!"
Nov. 12th xD
What were you doing at 11:00 AM?
snack
What did you do today?
school.
What did you do this weekend?
absolutely nothing.
Name something you have in common with all of your siblings?
asian.
Who is the last person who wrote a letter to you on paper?
clara
Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
chocolate
Can you whistle?
yeah
Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
not usually
Name something that made you frown today?
haha.
Why did you last laugh really hard?
i dont recall at the moment
Are you proud of the person you've become?
in a few ways
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
yeah.
Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
yeah. freshman year around mayish juneish
Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
idk.
The last person you shared a bed/couch with mean anything to you?
well we didnt sleep togetehr but we just laid there xD
babe
Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?
yeah
Why are you not w/ the person you want?
haha. i am with the person i want. sincerely :)
Nope
Has anyon
how long is lately?
Would
maybe
What'
eh
Who was the last perso
jr
What are the chanc
0 hopefully
Do you still
yeah
Do you think
yeah. and im living true to that.
What was the last thing
my uncle
Day been rough
up and down.
Do you dye your hair?
Nope
How do you feel about
i dont really like piercings on guys.
or anyones piercings in WEIRD places.
Have you ever playe
no
Have you ever laugh
yeah
Have you ever slept
nope
Plans
nothing so far
Tell me about
costco.
Do you plan on going
Yeah
Someo
cute. flowers? for me? ?!!? AWWW YOU SHOULDNT HAVE!!
xD this question is totally directed at girls
Will you be in a relat
yeah.
What color
Dark brown
If you had the chanc
eh cant think of a country.
What are you looki
um idk friday i guess
If you were asked
most likely
Do you like Quizn
sure
Are you good at hidin
not really. not for long anyway
Do you wave when you see peopl
not much
Last two peopl
jay
Can you braid
nope
Who are you disap
idk. no one really.
Do you have trust
im not sure
What does your 7th text messa
its a text saved from awhile ago. i save all the cute texts she sends me.
"just wanted to tell you that i miss hearing your voice and everythiing about you :) hehe I can't stop thinking about you!"
Nov. 12th xD
What were you doing
snack
What did you do today
school.
What did you do this weeke
absolutely nothing.
Name somet
asian.
Who is the last perso
clara
Do you prefe
chocolate
Can you whist
yeah
Do you wear the hood on your hoodi
not usually
Name somet
haha.
Why did you last laugh
i dont recall at the moment
Are you proud
in a few ways
Do you think
yeah.
Can you recal
yeah. freshman year around mayish juneish
Are you slowl
idk.
The last perso
well we didnt sleep togetehr but we just laid there xD
babe
Have you ever falle
yeah
Why are you not w/ the perso
haha. i am with the person i want. sincerely :)
Who was your last text from?
jay kim
When is the next time you’ll kiss someone?
uhhh tomorrow? haha
What is the reason behind your myspace song?
i dont remember what it is
Last thing you drank?
water
What is the last thing you said?
yeah
Are you happy right now?
im in the middle
What color are your eyes?
dark brown
If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
eh
When is your birthday?
june 2
Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years?
i dont know
How many children do you want?
two
What are your plans for the weekend?
nothing really
If you could move right now would you?
maybe
Are you happy with the way things are going now?
eh
Do you like being in pictures?
depends
What do you currently hear right now?
my computer running
Where will you be in an hour?
still here
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
studying probably
What was your new years resolution?
diet i guess
Ever been in an ambulance?
nope
Is your heart broken right now?
no
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
idk? whats coming up?
Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
i dont know
How old are your siblings?
22, 19
Is your myspace profile private?
probaly
Who did you last tell a secret to?
umm i dont have many secrets
but if htat counts my brother?
Who else is in the room with you?
no one
Will this weekend be a good one?
i really dont know
Would you rather go to a party or go out of town?
both :O
Honestly, if you could go back 3 months and change something would you?
its not in my power to change much...
except myself
Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
yeah.... definitely..
What is your first and middle name?
jeffrey
Who was the first person you talked / texted to today?
talked to mom, texted jay
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
who hasnt?
Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
nope
Did you have a good day?
not really
Have you kissed more than 10 people in the last 6 months?
never even got close to that many in my life.
Do you look more like, your mom or dad?
idk people say my dad
Do you like meeting new people?
sometimes
Someone knocks on your window at 2 AM, what do you say?
depends
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
nope.
Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
yeah
Do you ever think "what if" about anything?
of course.
jay kim
When is the next time you’l
uhhh tomorrow? haha
What is the reaso
i dont remember what it is
Last thing
water
What is the last thing
yeah
Are you happy
im in the middle
What color
dark brown
If you could
eh
When is your birth
june 2
Do you think
i dont know
How many child
two
What are your plans
nothing really
If you could
maybe
Are you happy
eh
Do you like being
depends
What do you curre
my computer running
Where
still here
What are you suppo
studying probably
What was your new years
diet i guess
Ever been in an ambul
nope
Is your heart
no
What are you looki
idk? whats coming up?
Do you think
i dont know
How old are your sibli
22, 19
Is your myspa
probaly
Who did you last tell a secre
umm i dont have many secrets
but if htat counts my brother?
Who else is in the room with you?
no one
Will this weeke
i really dont know
Would
both :O
Hones
its not in my power to change much...
except myself
Is there
yeah.... definitely..
What is your first
jeffrey
Who was the first
talked to mom, texted jay
Have you ever done somet
who hasnt?
Is there
nope
Did you have a good day?
not really
Have you kisse
never even got close to that many in my life.
Do you look more like,
idk people say my dad
Do you like meeti
sometimes
Someo
depends
Has anyon
nope.
Have you ever wante
yeah
Do you ever think
of course.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Sunday, January 4, 2009
1. I barely even know you, but you're not the coolest shit out there. you're NOT the most original . not everyone has to listen to you or think like you. Dont think that in this world theres only your view and side of things, and get your fuckin shit straight before you say anything.
2. ALSO, YOU;'RE NOT AS COOL AS YOU THNK YOU ARE. Everything did not originate from you, you were not the first to find SO MANY THINGS. You keep getting so damn cocky n shit. I thought you said youd stopped? yeah right. And I thought you said you didnt even freaknig like having her around that much, and now you're copying her hw and shit? Seriously how much freaking hw have you done yourself this year. You'd said youd improve, but its not showing. And seroiusly, you've got it so much better than the rest of us...
3. make some freaking sense when you get mad please AT THE VERY LEAST. I dont know what the hell is going on with you but you seroiusly need to freaking THINK. PLEASE. I mean the most discomfort in this family comes from you. You dont even listen to ANYONE. Seroiusly listen to yourself for once. Truth is you aren't right about a lot of things. Yuo're just super illogical and just refuse to have reason or ANY thought. WTF. you're so caught up with the stuff in your own mind you block out EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING.
each # is a diff person. and I would write more but yeah. I think thats enough for now.
2. ALSO, YOU;'RE NOT AS COOL AS YOU THNK YOU ARE. Everything did not originate from you, you were not the first to find SO MANY THINGS. You keep getting so damn cocky n shit. I thought you said youd stopped? yeah right. And I thought you said you didnt even freaknig like having her around that much, and now you're copying her hw and shit? Seriously how much freaking hw have you done yourself this year. You'd said youd improve, but its not showing. And seroiusly, you've got it so much better than the rest of us...
3. make some freaking sense when you get mad please AT THE VERY LEAST. I dont know what the hell is going on with you but you seroiusly need to freaking THINK. PLEASE. I mean the most discomfort in this family comes from you. You dont even listen to ANYONE. Seroiusly listen to yourself for once. Truth is you aren't right about a lot of things. Yuo're just super illogical and just refuse to have reason or ANY thought. WTF. you're so caught up with the stuff in your own mind you block out EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING.
each # is a diff person. and I would write more but yeah. I think thats enough for now.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
how can you be honest to people
when the people nowadays are so easily offended?
and then expressing your own feelings is now seen as selfish and self centered?
much of this world is a reverse of what many people actually say.
now, its not lieing, cause most people dont even know .
i mean trying to be what people want and being what htey want
its still never enough right?
enough to drive a person crazy.
In the long run, there's two main things that I can think of right now that's keeping me going and pushing:
1. Maybes (maybe things will get better tomrrow, maybe something will happen, etc.)
2. Love.
when the people nowadays are so easily offended?
and then expressing your own feelings is now seen as selfish and self centered?
much of this world is a reverse of what many people actually say.
now, its not lieing, cause most people dont even know .
i mean trying to be what people want and being what htey want
its still never enough right?
enough to drive a person crazy.
In the long run, there's two main things that I can think of right now that's keeping me going and pushing:
1. Maybes (maybe things will get better tomrrow, maybe something will happen, etc.)
2. Love.
Friday, January 2, 2009
a lot of the times i've said
idk why i feel a certain way
but in reality i do.
I just either block it out (deny) or I just don't know whether I should tell anyone or not.
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in,
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand.
I would understand.
Can you put the past away?
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
I would understand
third eye blind - jumper
recently sang by jim carey in "yesman"
idk why i feel a certain way
but in reality i do.
I just either block it out (deny) or I just don't know whether I should tell anyone or not.
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in,
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand.
I would understand.
Can you put the past away?
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
I would understand
third eye blind - jumper
recently sang by jim carey in "yesman"
Thursday, January 1, 2009
how can you tell if you really know someone?
how can you tell how much you know someone
its really not possible to be certain.
For all we know, some things thought were real could be fake
things thought to be fake could be real
or erverything could be either fake or real
or perhaps everythings a dream, imagined by people
and when they die they wake up in their true life
or maybe you really do only live once
or when the impossible becomes possible its all just something created in our minds?
I could be typing on a laptop keyboard right now
or people are curiously watching me tapping on a rock or block of wood
How do we choose the people we associate with?
maybe we're all fake or real
or we're unconsciously hiding from our real selves, but for some, consciously.
fooling ourselves
What IS real?
how can you tell how much you know someone
its really not possible to be certain.
For all we know, some things thought were real could be fake
things thought to be fake could be real
or erverything could be either fake or real
or perhaps everythings a dream, imagined by people
and when they die they wake up in their true life
or maybe you really do only live once
or when the impossible becomes possible its all just something created in our minds?
I could be typing on a laptop keyboard right now
or people are curiously watching me tapping on a rock or block of wood
How do we choose the people we associate with?
maybe we're all fake or real
or we're unconsciously hiding from our real selves, but for some, consciously.
fooling ourselves
What IS real?
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