today i realized what it means when people say
"it's easier to lie".
but its wrong to lie, especially to that one person.
and even if coming clean and telling the truth means that
they'll see you in a different light, hate you, or things become awkward,
i guess its just something that has to happen and something that you have to let happen when telling the truth at times.
cause being honest in a relationship is like the basis, and is one of the most important things.
even if it means making sacrifices.

the end.