...and so now
what is it i have to live for?
There's nothing. My life is emptied.
im a worthless piece of crap.
I deserve to be thrown out on the streets.
I deserve not to live.
I dont do any good for anyone or for myself.
I'm a horrible person.


One thing: I'm still here, after all the stuff that I've had to go through just to be with you.... I'm still here...