so like todays assembly was so retarded. MULTICULTURAL. YEP DIFFERENT ACCENTS MEANS MULTICULTURAL. so useless -_-
LOL omg math2c mostly korean fobs. time to pick up some korean? LOL x]
so like i suck at math HAHA
well today was sooo tiring LOL whos great idea was it to walk back? mine :[ sorrry babyy!
at least we got some food xD AND NEXT TIME IM BUYING SHE PROMISED !heheeheh
man i miss her :/
ive been so tired this weeek ><

this week is not going well.
i give up.

maybe im just being retarded....
like always i guess..

this world,
the way things work,
seems like things were intended to keep people from living life to it's fullest.

bs.

GAHHH SO CLOSE TO DRIVING
well today was blehhh
sat at home all day cause i thought it was gna rain -__-
well the song is coming along i kinda got a melody to it
still need lyrics though xD
dinner with family was embarrasing again ...
man i wish i didnt have to go out with them so much. its so weird... and i hate being with my mom she always does something like wtf
FEEL BETTER BABY! :]
kisses tomrrow nd hugs :D nd love !

heheh so jrs bday was pretty fun, its been a while since ive hung out with allla them it was nice xD
well BEFORE THAT
HELLO KITTY WATCHES ANYONE?! LIKE OMG~ and as of today i foudn i can fit those THINGS LOL
well yeah i totally needa cut my hair its so disgusting like i cant do anything with it LOL.
hehe today idk i enjoyed just sitting there with her, it felt nice :]
like even though we did absolutely NOTHING it was still really nice and it felt so right and good just being with her :]
working on a song!
so its like nearing the end of february ALREADY OMG
-__-
1 more month pretty much. driving test!

i get so emotional over things now....
and i feel like its soo much easier for me
to get hurt....

im disgusting...

nothing is perfect.

thats right nothing is,
but a person is not a thing
and i know someone who is perfect

baby, you're perfect to me <3
iloveyou 987 :]

waiting for my rocket to come.


And I'm coming down
Hitting ground
Breaking open
Twisted around

yeah. i like the sound of it heh.

sundays......

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :]
yesterday went well heheh
i got everything to her on time :D
and she liked it!!!! :] YAY ehehe
i really enjoyed gettingher stuff
if only shed let me do it more LOL
well yeah yesterday was fun :] ehhe
my love is like DOUBLING TRIPLING QUADRUPLING EVERYDAY for her <3
i can feel it :] feel better baby! muah ! :] on your tummy :D

My feelings for her
just dont stop growing stronger for her.
it's grown to how everytime I feel her touch
its like idk it must be what heaven feels like
a soft, warmth, grace, comfort,
feelings going wild inside me
i melt. my heart melts.
love.

her: to be nerdy

her: our love is like

her: 

love

-----

  0

her: love divided by zero

her: = infinity

her: cant be defined :]

so 

flipping

cute

! like OMG :]

overtime,

my love for you has always and only grown stronger baby,

i feel its become a kind of unconditional love where

i'd love you no matter what, 

no matter what happens,

always. 

and its so strong and so much that

i really dont know where i'd be without you and what i'd do if i lost you 

baby you are my all.

i love you with all my heart :]

you mean everything to me <3

9 8 7

otday was

LOL

walk outside STARTS POURING...LOL

so i had to pick her up kinda and we walked to gonzalves park and OMG OMG I WENT INTO A GIRLS RESTROOM AHHH!hehehe

that was funny xD

we got so cold and our feet were like SUPER soaked 

so after i had to wait a bit for her dad to leave LOL

pretty cool HAHA

then :]

amazingness happened :D

i feel so very close to her like

ididntevenknowsomeonecouldbesoclose close :D

i love you so much baby :D

more more:]

BIG BEAR.

was alright 

snowbaording was pretty cool but not as fun as i expected from what my brother told me heheh

i fell like 10-15 TIMES EACH TIME IWENT DOWN

OMFG MY ASS HURTS LIUKE ALDSJFALDJASLDJF

i suck at snowbaording

lalala so like i REALLY REALLY MISSED HER SO MUCH

heheh buncha church people then 

today my btrothr started talking about how the kids are being brainwashed with all the religious stuff O_O

well the trip was alright haha didnt get too good sleep tehre xD sleeping bags on bunk beds heheh

THOSE BUNK BEDS ARE NOTHING COMPARED TO YOURS BABE HAHAHA

:]

hAPPY 17 MONTHS BABYYY :]

i love you always :D 

987 <3>

*muah via blog HAHA ;]

my heart feels as if its clogging,

slowing down...

while im sitting here confused as ever...

only wishing that i could change things...

alsdjfajeojwaslaj 

i hate myself.

i hate my mom.

i hate how i can't do anything.

im starting to hate my life.

and i swore to myself id never say those words "i hate my life" with any truth in them..but...

if i had the power to

things would be different.....

asdlfajdslfdljfadjsljlk

i wanna asldfjalkjlkadjs bash my head into this freaking table

i wanan freaking scream my head off

punch holes in the wall

fade away....

ill never satisfy anyone...

sometimes it gets so hard to reach out to you...

wow.
landed RIGHT ON MY KNEE.
pants ripped.
GREAT RIGHT? -__- man our performance sucked. i ruined it mostly heh
this week is not going well so far :[
but at least i know she loves me :D
weeks all better now :] <3

maaan
this week just started and im already freaaaking tired ><
i wanna sleep and spend time with her.
:/

maan not that many people went to play footballl :[
i dont wanna organize no more -__-
we just played a little football but it got lame fast cause so few people
so we played a little handball, then basketball but yeah it was pretty boring ><
i really reallly reallly misseeedd herrrr :[
i want/need
that underground tunnel
drivers license
:D

our story 987 :]<3
nice & slow
i love you with all my heart

song idea:
It's time I came and filled you up with love
It's time I changed what you were thinkin of