I just can't believe you of all people
would even think about that.

im a horrible fucking person.
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i dont deserve this life right now.

Just thinking.

i hate me.

Life
is a pain in the ass.
Bleh

Have not had one good night of sleep this entire summer.

thers only 1 & a half people who get what im saying right now.
asldfadkj this is so hard.

so the days have just been..
days.
im still searching for parts of myself
and what i want,
want in life.

wooo dragonboating! 3 more weeks! >< WE GOTTA KICK ASS :]
sooo today was pretty tiring and im still pretty tired ><
i just wanna sleeeeppp :[
spent somet ime with her today on a curb x]
rebels we are!
heheh well thats pretty much all that happened today heh.

heh so today
wentto ummm dimsum and i brought my girl some soup xD
heheh dim sum was good, then at jamba juice... SCREAMIN ORGASM LOL
xD
anyways we made pie today xD
i feel sick :/ so full of sugar nand crap right now ><
i feel so uncomfortable !
anyways at night went over to her house to watch pearl harbor, but we didnt finish it, but sitll had fun xD

today was an awesome swim! swam around 40 laps acuse i learned my pace x] hehe matt and clara were tehre too xD damn shes prety fast! hehe
after we went to get donuts heheh i love donuts.. and i love her too! hehe
and thena yeaaahh snuck around after x] had some fun :]
lalala heheehe muah!
so thats what happened so far today
have to go to work for once later!

today was just a..
you know.. a day.
practice in the monring we barely had enough people to get a boat out, but it was a good practice, will was happy, and i felt like i accomplished a lot.
after that it was just another plain ol' sunday, made me miss july 4th haha, even though it wasnt the greatest, just being out with friends and stuff is awesome.
hmm
i wanna go biking and swimming.

feels like i havent seen you in forever!!! omfg i msised you so much !
heheh so today was cristinas bday thing and i think im sure that
someone called the cops on me today when we were hiding to surprise cristina cuase
when i was hiding this car drove by and stared for a bit and drove off, and 5 minutes later the cops are driving around the neighborhood LOl
well yeah beach was nice hehe hot dogs and chips and cookise and beach smell and water!
heheh glow in the dark tshirst success!
crowded as hell though :/
JULY 4TH TOMRROW WOOOOOo!!!

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