ugh.
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everything feels out of order,.

this distance is killing me.

summer has quickly become routine.

today is 2 years unofficial <3
its really amazing to look back at all we've gone through and still be able to say I love you with our hearts fullest content.
I love you baby always :] i wish you coulda been here but its okay :]
but our time together has been amazing, and still is, i wouldn't trade it for the world <3
seriouslythough, wow xD
its been 2 years hehe x]

>:] <3 626 987

all i can really think of right now is

i really miss you :/

i wish i could be there, i wish i could hold you, i wish i could hug you, i wish i could kiss you :/ i wish i could see you (well i am kinda)

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+44 - Baby, Come on

She's a pretty girl. She's always falling down.
And I think I just fell in love with her,
But she won't ever remember, remember.

And I can always find her at the bottom of a plastic cup.
Drowning in drunk sincerity.
A sad and lonely girl.

Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out, Baby.

And she said,
I think we're running out of alcohol. Tonight, I hate this fucking town.
And all my best friends will be the death of me,
But they won't ever remember, remember.

So please take me far away, before I melt into the ground.
And all my words get used against me.
This sad and lonely girl.

Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out, Baby.

Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Isn't there something familiar about me?
Quit crying your eyes out.
The past is only the future with the lights on.
So quit crying your eyes out, Baby.

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fuck.
fuck.
i hate this fucking place.

sooo she left :[ 13 days!! COUNTDOWWWNN!!!1
i misssss herr already :[[[
this morning was cool hehe went to origincal pancake house :D good stuff no?! yesss :]
theeeen we walked home n stuff it was fun :] BIRTHDAY CAKE
girl i want my paancakes HAHAHAH
tonight was my gig and it was funnn :D heheh a bit nervous but its all good :D people said it was good hehe i hope they wernt lieing! my voice cracked but supposedly it didnt sound bad LOL
heheh i like to do these thigns :] smaller crowds feel better xD

i misssyouu baby <3
je t'aime !! :D

today was our first like all teen bbq xD
without the help of parents heheh
thanks clara for marinatingg!!! and a decent job on cooking if i do says so myself heheh cooking was cool :D i actually enjoyed it :]
got lotsa food, so fulll :[ maaan lotsa meat heheh
the chicken wraps were innovative and good :D hehe great idea baby :]
sooo we watched sweeney todd xD screaming screaming laughing screaming LOL
then shaolin soccer heheh i love that movie xD its so randomly funny and like wtf?
i wish today didnt end :[ and that people coulda stayed longer :/ but it worked out in the end,
on cristinas balcony thing <3 that felt really special <3

im hopeless.

i just want to get the fuck out of here.
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i fucking hate this.

yeah.
you know what.
fuck
life.

its the last day of school
and im getting restless and tired
screw french -__- man i have the two worst teachers tomrrow sigh
two bitchy frenchteachers wooooo! score?! no.
my room smells liek sweat and its freaking messy :/
someitmes i feel like i just dont get time to do things :/

maann chs idol was intense.
i feel like ive achiecved something even though we didnt win, like a new confidence,
where i'm not nervous for those kinds of things anymore.
i hope it lasts! shine on till tomoorrw
well i had fun heheh it was cool doing it with all these people, and hanging out in the back was pretty fun.

anyways. no one goes to practice anymore -__- im sad LOL
just me and chris *sigh
august is 2 montsh away guys!

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i don't want to live anymore.

i dont know why it is people keep expecting so much out of me.

Happy OFFICIAL 21 months baby <3

i love you :] more more more :D
gime gimme more x]
LOL
muah :D

maaan today was tiring >< lets see i wokeup at 6:30 ish and was like eff this im going back to sleep and then slept for 2 more hours yay! lalla
lotsa hw today :[
volunteering was pretty entertainging saw duncan there! he was cute LOL he was running all around the place with his balloon sword play fighting with other kids LOL.
hehe so all i did was wipe mouthpieces which was pretty gross seeing as some kids put thei rwhole mouth over it and if you looked in you could see saliva n stuff omg. -__-
i miss her so much :[

words cant explain how idk!!!
thanks so much guys
especially you baby <3
this birthday was no less special than any before and i was rreally happy that everyone waS able to come out and hang out and stuff
but seriously baby..
:[ i must repay you somehow
and i willll!

great fucking week y eah?

to tell you the truth
catcher in the rye did teach me something,
made me realize somethign about all people, including me.

"I wrote a book called 'Nobody Gives a Fuck', why? Cause nobody gives a fuck."

Predictable.
Once people stop giving you the attention you want, from the things you "do" you look for one that will give you attention. You aren't that "great" and you certainly are no leader. most of all, you certainly aren't the best. I've been thinking about it and I guess there's an explanatio to why you act like that.

TOMorow is my bday.
I am turning 17! LOL IFEEL OLD
i remember it was just yesteday i turned 15 -__- at the beach.. sigh LOL
dude i never realy coulda imagined myself turning 17 being able to buy my own rated R tickets xD
omg stupid psych teacher APS ARE EFFING OVER, WE HAVE MORE WORK NOW THAN BEFORE TESTING WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU LADY? GEEEZZ
stupid french teacher as well what will it take to let you knwo WE'RE NOT A STINKIN AP CLASS LADY, WE'RE FRENCH 3 GGEEEEEZZZ,