it hurts to see how badly she wants to leave this place.
and how we tend to focus so much more on the time we DONT have together
yheah...
Monday, July 28, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
soooooo today started off REALLY slow and i dindt pass permit test :[ :[
and then i went to tsi to take hafl the model test ><
BUUUT AFTER THAT wheee e :]
i went to gonsalves park safety wall and left a message there for baby to read :D :D
and then and then i went to her house all sweaty n stuffs and we had trouble ordering pizza HAHA
then jessica came and we filled up tons of water ballooons ! omg the water fight was soo fuuuun, we ended up doing it at Clara's house eithere way it was AWESOME :D we went CUHRAZY HAHAHA
dude ryan was SOOO gay today ><
and then we went to kuantings house to swim and playeed "truth" LOL that was fun :]
makingout and burping HAHAHA
omg i played babe "the greatest story ever told" that ive been practicing for like 2 weeks now, iw as so nervous iw as like SHAKING HAHA, it was really cool though :] everyone was there to see me sing it to her HAHA :] and then collide i walked up to her :D i hope she really liked it !!
theeen we just sat around and she gave me two cuuutee notes <3
she left at like 9ish we walkd around for a bit and just held hands and kissed :] <3
BASICALLY,
GOSH, I LOVE HER SOOOO MUCH and even through all the stuff that happened between us we still are the "greatest story ever told" and keeping going :D
i love you baby with all my heart, always <3 love 987
i wish we could just like lay there on her bed :] its like the most amazing feeling and moment, one you only feel when two people are completely comfortable and in love with each other <3
and then i went to tsi to take hafl the model test ><
BUUUT AFTER THAT wheee e :]
i went to gonsalves park safety wall and left a message there for baby to read :D :D
and then and then i went to her house all sweaty n stuffs and we had trouble ordering pizza HAHA
then jessica came and we filled up tons of water ballooons ! omg the water fight was soo fuuuun, we ended up doing it at Clara's house eithere way it was AWESOME :D we went CUHRAZY HAHAHA
dude ryan was SOOO gay today ><
and then we went to kuantings house to swim and playeed "truth" LOL that was fun :]
makingout and burping HAHAHA
omg i played babe "the greatest story ever told" that ive been practicing for like 2 weeks now, iw as so nervous iw as like SHAKING HAHA, it was really cool though :] everyone was there to see me sing it to her HAHA :] and then collide i walked up to her :D i hope she really liked it !!
theeen we just sat around and she gave me two cuuutee notes <3
she left at like 9ish we walkd around for a bit and just held hands and kissed :] <3
BASICALLY,
GOSH, I LOVE HER SOOOO MUCH and even through all the stuff that happened between us we still are the "greatest story ever told" and keeping going :D
i love you baby with all my heart, always <3 love 987
i wish we could just like lay there on her bed :] its like the most amazing feeling and moment, one you only feel when two people are completely comfortable and in love with each other <3
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
sooo today was really fun and amazing :]
it felt totally right and comfortable, like it was meant to be.
and just laying there with her and seeing what it felt like, it feels so right to be laying there next to her, holding her as we lay down :D
how far will we go this week? i dont know, (anything BUT "that")
all i know is that our love only grows
and stronger as we go :D
LOVE and beyond, 987 :] <3
my heart to yours baby :D
it felt totally right and comfortable, like it was meant to be.
and just laying there with her and seeing what it felt like, it feels so right to be laying there next to her, holding her as we lay down :D
how far will we go this week? i dont know, (anything BUT "that")
all i know is that our love only grows
and stronger as we go :D
LOVE and beyond, 987 :] <3
my heart to yours baby :D
Saturday, July 19, 2008
today was pretty much awesome and amazing spending it with her! :D
it was scary how her mom was liike 10 min on her way home LOL whew! :]
but seriously today was amazing baby, i love you so so sosooooo much !
its good to know you're always here for me, and that you love me, it really is.
987 always <3
this is love, or more than that, but its definitely something only we can express and feel baby :]
tonight was horrible, it was so awkward there..
idk i just feel completely different from them. it was really boring there too...
i just sat there watching them play games and watch avatar, and i got tired of that so i just played around with my guitar, luckily i brought it.
but then once i got home i called baby and it was really soothing and good to hear her voice <3
it was scary how her mom was liike 10 min on her way home LOL whew! :]
but seriously today was amazing baby, i love you so so sosooooo much !
its good to know you're always here for me, and that you love me, it really is.
987 always <3
this is love, or more than that, but its definitely something only we can express and feel baby :]
tonight was horrible, it was so awkward there..
idk i just feel completely different from them. it was really boring there too...
i just sat there watching them play games and watch avatar, and i got tired of that so i just played around with my guitar, luckily i brought it.
but then once i got home i called baby and it was really soothing and good to hear her voice <3
Friday, July 18, 2008
alot of the times, things happen cause we get angry at the wrong things.
why are we getting angry at each other for decisions we didnt make?
getting fed up with things that aren't our fault
for things our parents make us do?
why ?
i think thats why crap happens so much partly.
i hate how i just realize this now...
im a bastard.
why are we getting angry at each other for decisions we didnt make?
getting fed up with things that aren't our fault
for things our parents make us do?
why ?
i think thats why crap happens so much partly.
i hate how i just realize this now...
im a bastard.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Start with your name:
Jeffrey Tarn
How did you wake up this morning?
dunno
Do you believe everything you hear?
Nope
Do you live near your best friend?
um
What are you wearing right now?
tshirt, shorts
Is there anyone you would die for?
yeah
Where were you at 11:45 AM today?
its 7:17 AM
How long have you been breathing?
16 years
Are you taller than 5'5"?
nope
If you're being extremely quiet what’s it mean?
im thinking, zoned out, sad
What time did you go to bed last night?
11:50
What are you doing tomorrow?
nothing.
Does anyone like you?
yep
What were you doing an hour ago?
sleeping
Are you married?
Nope
What's one thing you want right now?
more time with her
Do you love anyone?
yep
What is your natural hair color?
dark brown
What color are your eyes?
Dark brown
Do you like your first name?
not really
What are your initals?
JT
How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
good?
Do you like the color gray?
Yeah
Last time you ate grilled cheese?
years ago
When you think of a rainbow, what pops in your head?
gay?
How are you feeling?
emptyish
Do you trust all of your friends?
Nope
Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
sure
What did you do last night?
nothing...
Do you wear contacts or glasses?
glasses
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
louder
Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
beach
Who was the last person to text you?
Clara
What annoys you most?
hypocrisy, fake people
When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night?
whenever
What's the next vacation you're going on?
idontkonw
Do you like scary movies?
sometimes
Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
depends whos with me
What's the last thing you purchased?
arizona green tea
Do people ever spell your name wrong?
all the time
Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?
Nope
What are your plans for the weekend?
none
Where are you at noon everyday?
somewhere
What is your favorite movie?
idk
What do you think of winter?
lame, cause its socal
When was the last time you swam?
weeks ago
Do you keep your closets organized?
barely
Do you want to have a boyfriend this summer?
im not gay
Who did you last fall asleep with?
idk, myself?
Are you a morning person or a night person?
depends
Who's bed did you last sleep in?
the floor
Do you believe that there is always room in your heart for your first love?
huh?
Have you cried today at all?
Nope
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
not even 8 yet
Do you say sexy a lot?
Nope
What is something you currently want?
lots more time with her
What are you looking forward to?
spending time with her?
What was the weather like today?
weird
What do you want for christmas?
her
When do you go to sleep?
when i really have nothing else to do
Are you going to have a good night?
probably not
Do you have strange dreams?
Nope
What are you listening to?
nothing
Are you happy?
eh
Do you currently miss someone?
i do...
Did you date someone in the spring?
yeah
Three feelings at the moment?
empty, saddish, stomach hurts
Name someone with the same b-day as you?
none i know
If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yeah
Where will you be 2 hours from now?
same place
Last person who said i love you to you?
clara
In a relationship?
yeah
Has your ex moved on?
what ex?
Are you easily confused?
sometimes
Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
not sure
Do you fall for people easily?
nope
Everything happens for a reason?
not always
What does your last text message read?
Babe can you text me ryans number
When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
a few days ago
How has the week been?
bleh..
Do you sleep with the TV on?
nop
Are you too forgiving?
idk
Who do you miss?
baby
Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
keys
How many windows are open on your computer?
one
In the past week have you gotten sick?
Nope
In the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
nope
How many profile views do you have?
not on myspace
Who's your last call from?
babe
How much clothes do you have in your closet?
not sure
On a scale of 1-10 How good is life?
right now.. 5-6
Are you high-maintenance?
idk
Are you happy with the way life is going?
i dont know
Jeffrey Tarn
How did you wake up this morning?
dunno
Do you believe everything you hear?
Nope
Do you live near your best friend?
um
What are you wearing right now?
tshirt, shorts
Is there anyone you would die for?
yeah
Where were you at 11:45 AM today?
its 7:17 AM
How long have you been breathing?
16 years
Are you taller than 5'5"?
nope
If you're being extremely quiet what’s it mean?
im thinking, zoned out, sad
What time did you go to bed last night?
11:50
What are you doing tomorrow?
nothing.
Does anyone like you?
yep
What were you doing an hour ago?
sleeping
Are you married?
Nope
What's one thing you want right now?
more time with her
Do you love anyone?
yep
What is your natural hair color?
dark brown
What color are your eyes?
Dark brown
Do you like your first name?
not really
What are your initals?
JT
How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
good?
Do you like the color gray?
Yeah
Last time you ate grilled cheese?
years ago
When you think of a rainbow, what pops in your head?
gay?
How are you feeling?
emptyish
Do you trust all of your friends?
Nope
Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
sure
What did you do last night?
nothing...
Do you wear contacts or glasses?
glasses
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
louder
Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
beach
Who was the last person to text you?
Clara
What annoys you most?
hypocrisy, fake people
When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night?
whenever
What's the next vacation you're going on?
idontkonw
Do you like scary movies?
sometimes
Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
depends whos with me
What's the last thing you purchased?
arizona green tea
Do people ever spell your name wrong?
all the time
Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?
Nope
What are your plans for the weekend?
none
Where are you at noon everyday?
somewhere
What is your favorite movie?
idk
What do you think of winter?
lame, cause its socal
When was the last time you swam?
weeks ago
Do you keep your closets organized?
barely
Do you want to have a boyfriend this summer?
im not gay
Who did you last fall asleep with?
idk, myself?
Are you a morning person or a night person?
depends
Who's bed did you last sleep in?
the floor
Do you believe that there is always room in your heart for your first love?
huh?
Have you cried today at all?
Nope
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
not even 8 yet
Do you say sexy a lot?
Nope
What is something you currently want?
lots more time with her
What are you looking forward to?
spending time with her?
What was the weather like today?
weird
What do you want for christmas?
her
When do you go to sleep?
when i really have nothing else to do
Are you going to have a good night?
probably not
Do you have strange dreams?
Nope
What are you listening to?
nothing
Are you happy?
eh
Do you currently miss someone?
i do...
Did you date someone in the spring?
yeah
Three feelings at the moment?
empty, saddish, stomach hurts
Name someone with the same b-day as you?
none i know
If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yeah
Where will you be 2 hours from now?
same place
Last person who said i love you to you?
clara
In a relationship?
yeah
Has your ex moved on?
what ex?
Are you easily confused?
sometimes
Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
not sure
Do you fall for people easily?
nope
Everything happens for a reason?
not always
What does your last text message read?
Babe can you text me ryans number
When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
a few days ago
How has the week been?
bleh..
Do you sleep with the TV on?
nop
Are you too forgiving?
idk
Who do you miss?
baby
Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
keys
How many windows are open on your computer?
one
In the past week have you gotten sick?
Nope
In the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
nope
How many profile views do you have?
not on myspace
Who's your last call from?
babe
How much clothes do you have in your closet?
not sure
On a scale of 1-10 How good is life?
right now.. 5-6
Are you high-maintenance?
idk
Are you happy with the way life is going?
i dont know
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
soooo TODAY.
i woke up at like 8:30 -___- and then went to tsi to take the freaking LONG 3 HOURISH TEST.
IT WAS FREAKISHLY LONG. and i keeppttt thinking about her :] cause cause cause i MISSED HER SO MUCH! ><
after that jrs parents took us out to eat at sizzler! it was pretty good :] then me and jr jujst like hung out xD that was aalrright
but i still missed her >< i just wanna give her a big big humongous hug and super paassionate kiss !
and then hold her for the rest of the dya too :]
i woke up at like 8:30 -___- and then went to tsi to take the freaking LONG 3 HOURISH TEST.
IT WAS FREAKISHLY LONG. and i keeppttt thinking about her :] cause cause cause i MISSED HER SO MUCH! ><
after that jrs parents took us out to eat at sizzler! it was pretty good :] then me and jr jujst like hung out xD that was aalrright
but i still missed her >< i just wanna give her a big big humongous hug and super paassionate kiss !
and then hold her for the rest of the dya too :]
Friday, July 4, 2008
today is july 4th!
sooo it started out early in the morning for me cuase i woke up at 8 ><
it was really llooong and boring and i really missed her :/ when she was out
but then once we got to see each other....
:D :D :D
heheh i was sooo happy to see her ! it felt like she was trapped at that persons house ><
and then we hung out wiht jessica-mark, krishna, and amy heheh iit was pretty cool :D
but it all came down when the fireworks came :]
me nd her found the perfect spot and had another freaaaking amazing moment :] just watching the fireworks ina secluded spot all to US <3 holding her and just looking up at the sky :D
how do i know i love her?
cause she makes me smile. cause she makes me happy.
i melt everytime im with her :D we share moments that are just magical and awesome and amazing and love-filled to the max <3 style="font-style: italic;">love. its beyond that :] <3 987.
she really lit the day up for me today :D
brighter than the fireworks <3
sooo it started out early in the morning for me cuase i woke up at 8 ><
it was really llooong and boring and i really missed her :/ when she was out
but then once we got to see each other....
:D :D :D
heheh i was sooo happy to see her ! it felt like she was trapped at that persons house ><
and then we hung out wiht jessica-mark, krishna, and amy heheh iit was pretty cool :D
but it all came down when the fireworks came :]
me nd her found the perfect spot and had another freaaaking amazing moment :] just watching the fireworks ina secluded spot all to US <3 holding her and just looking up at the sky :D
how do i know i love her?
cause she makes me smile. cause she makes me happy.
i melt everytime im with her :D we share moments that are just magical and awesome and amazing and love-filled to the max <3 style="font-style: italic;">love. its beyond that :] <3 987.
she really lit the day up for me today :D
brighter than the fireworks <3
Thursday, July 3, 2008
x claraaaa: yur lik a spokes person
x claraaaa: LMAO
teh tArN aGe: LOL
teh tArN aGe: HOW
teh tArN aGe: LOL
x claraaaa: COS
x claraaaa: YUR LIK
x claraaaa: idk
x claraaaa: HAHA :]
x claraaaa: i love yu :D
x claraaaa: hehehe
teh tArN aGe: HAHAH WTH
teh tArN aGe: i love you too :]
teh tArN aGe: LOL
HAHAHA
omg i love her :] she makes me smile and laugh more than anyone else and unlike anyone else:]
<3
so much more than anything always :D
x claraaaa: LMAO
teh tArN aGe: LOL
teh tArN aGe: HOW
teh tArN aGe: LOL
x claraaaa: COS
x claraaaa: YUR LIK
x claraaaa: idk
x claraaaa: HAHA :]
x claraaaa: i love yu :D
x claraaaa: hehehe
teh tArN aGe: HAHAH WTH
teh tArN aGe: i love you too :]
teh tArN aGe: LOL
HAHAHA
omg i love her :] she makes me smile and laugh more than anyone else and unlike anyone else:]
<3
so much more than anything always :D
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
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